The wonderful life of a kid with hormones

Spring Vacation 9

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 11:08:44 GMT

//S//P//R//I//N//G//V\\A\\C\\A\\T\\I\\O\\N\\ EXE.\09/ The Mountain Trail Hike. Yes, this part just...had to become. I love the idea of making Shizuru..fall for Natsuki again, instead of vice versa. I mean, you just would have to find out huh....so, I would like reviews on this idea, since I haven't seen anyone write about it yet...so please...Review...onegai...desuuuu!!!

The first 2 days passed normally, and everyone got used to the outdoor habitat. It was finally going to be the big hike to the top of one of the mountains that the trails would lead too.

Natsuki got up, and took a fresh deep of air. She smiled and looked up at the clouds. The sky was at the breaking point of dawn, and its color of orange-ish red mixed in with a clear crystal blue. The sound of quiet, yet strident from the unknown animals around aroused in the air around. Shizuru got up slowly behind Natsuki, overwhelmed at the beauty of Nature.

"Okay everyone, have all your hiking bags packed?" Midori asked. Youko would be their only medical provider at the moment, so they needed to be extra careful. Haruka was extra cranky for some reason. "ARGH! Let's get this thing done with...I dislike the amount of...ACK! BUGS!!!!" Haruka screamed. A spider was crawling up Nao's foot. "Ah! Julia~ There you are!" she said in a sweet voice. Everyone stared at Nao. "Holy shit. Nao was...sweet. To a spider" said the group. Mai and Natsuki suddenly screamed, somehow petrified from the yuckiness of the spider. Shizuru looked at Natsuki, who was hugging Mai. "Ara~ Natsuki is afraid of..bugs...?" she said loud enough for everyone to hear. Nao looked offended. "Hey! Whats wrong with Julia!" Mikoto glared at the teeny spider. "Spider scared Mai! AND Natsuki! Spider = Big Threat! Must destroy Spider!!!" Mikoto yelled. Reito and Tate laughed at the girls. Tate picked up the spider, played around with it, then gave it back to Nao. "It's harmless!" he said at the end. Shiho hugged her onii-chan, saying, "Yeah! Onii-chan is so brave!!!"

Meanwhile, back to the Mikoto problem, Reito finally speaks up. "Mikoto-chan, Let's not get voilent okay? Also, don't start talking like Miyu..and her...equation talk....[Miyu = +-54**684-6/-*+5/-*321/.6874!@$64@#321$@6#%$84^31#%&351^68$4&^354&1*(&*()]" He said jokingly. Suddenly, a figure flew in with a blonde girl being carried. "Alyssa-chan!?!" Mai gasped. She nodded, and looked angerly at Reito. "Hey! It's not Miyu-san's fault she speaks computer-wise sometimes!!!" Miyu looked at Alyssa and smiled. "Thank you, Alyssa-Ojou-sama, but I shall now terminate who ever imitated me." Miyu said in a dark voice. Suddenly, Miyu and Mikoto pull fake swords [out of nowhere] and start fighting.

Yukino looked at Haruka. "Haruka-Chan, make them stop fighting! Please!?!" she wailed. Finally, Haruka snapped. "Look Yukino, I don't know what your big deal is. You were the damn HiME. I wasn't! So cry me a river, build a bridge, and get over it!" she said...in a weird hill billy accent [no offense to ppl who speak like that and Haruka/Yukino fans].

Yukino started to cry, as Haruka ran to her and rubbed her back. "Yukino! I was joking!!!!" she said trying to cheer her up. Shizuru looked at the two, and looked at Natsuki. "Looks familiar...huh Natsuki..." she teased. Natsuki blushed, and folded her arms. Shizuru couldn't resist the offering temptation. "Ara~ Natsuki, not to mention, but you know..when you fold your arms like that...your breast kinda...get bigger...and...it's...so...damn...sexy...." she cooed into Natsuki's hearing, and only hers, distance. Natsuki blushed madly.

Nao, Alyssa, and Mai stared at the two fighting, a bit entertained, but a bit actually worried. "So, when shall we stop them...?" Mai asked the two. Nao petted Julia. "Anytime we get bored. Shssh...Julia...It's okay..." Alyssa looked disgusted. "Ew, and...If Miyu gets hurt...I can't get home before curfew...who knows...i might get a 'spanking' from daddy!" Alyssa cried. Mai stared shocked at Alyssa. "Alyssa-Chan, are you getting Molested?!?" she blurted out. Nao jumped up and cracked up onto the floor, and Alyssa looked disturbingly at Mai. "Geez!?! I was joking!!!" She yelled completely red.

Shizuru looked at Alyssa getting red. "Ne...Natsuki, somehow her shades of red are exactly like yours!" she teased. Natsuki grew...the same shades of red. "No way!" she argued. Shizuru laughed...and pulled out a mirror...from 'somewhere'. Natsuki jumped back. "Where the hell did you get that!?! And," Natsuki's green eyes went to the mirror, "your right!!!" she exclaimed.

Finally, as it was the last straw, Midori and Youko blew up. Everyone went to their places, terrified of the two elder women/creatures. Even MIYU was having nervous sweats.

"OKAY! It looks like Miyu and Alyssa-chan will join us, but they don't need anything because Miyu...is Miyu!" Midori yelled. "NOW A-TTEN-TION!!!! WE WILL BE SPLITTING INTO THREE GROUPS AGAIN, AND WE WILL ALL TRY DIFFERENT ROUTES TOO THAT," she pointed at the nearest mountain, but yet the steepest, "AND WE WILL MEET AT THE TOP! IF ANYONE FULLY CAN'T TAKE IT, WE MUST KEEP THIS CAMP SITE IN VIEW! IF YOU GIVE UP, MAKE A MINI BONFIRE AND WE WILL GO TO YOU FROM THE SMOKE! IF YOU ARE LOST, BONFIRE! AND IF YOU MAKE IT TO THE TOP...BONFIRE!!!!" Youko Yelled. Everyone was surprised at her bossiness. "MAI,TATE,REITO,SHIHO, and MIKOTO IN TRAIL A! ME, HARUKA, and YUKINO in TRAIL B! And Last but not least," she added an evil chuckle," YUKINO! HARUKA! AND SHIZURU AND NATSUKI AT TRAIL C!"

Suddenly, Youko pulled out the magic chart. "Gah! Where the hell is everyone pulling things out from!!!" Natsuki screamed. Youko glared at her to shut up, which she did, and took out one of the stick/whip things. She smacked the first trail, the one that would be going left. "TRAIL ONE! DIFFICULTY - HARD! CHANCE OF LIVING - 0%," she coughed, " I MEAN 99%" Mai fell to the ground. "God! SAVE ME! I think Sister was right! Maybe I should give up and become a nun!" Nao looked at Mai. "Trust me, It's HELL in there!" Natsuki laughed. "Of course for this slut, everything with out old guys is hell!" Nao glared back. "Well, at least I-" Mai covered Nao's mouth before she could say anymore. Apparently, Youko completely reverted to her devil side and was losing it. "SHUT UPPPP!!!!" Yukino yelled after a series of arguments broke out. Everyone went silent, until Haruka started to laugh. "Sugoi Yukino! I haven't heard you with that much anger in a long time! Are you on your period?" she blurted out. Yukino blushed, and said, "N-no...b-but thank-you Haruka-Chan..." Everyone looked suspiciously at them, doubting that Shizuru and Natsuki were the only lesbians there.

After everyone got the results, Miyu finally spoke up. "So, what about me and Alyssa Ojou-sama...?" Youko looked up and smirked. "Oh I have something for you young ones...you two will be staying...HERE!" She yelled and laughed crazily. Midori looked worried at Youko. "Ne...Youko are you okay??" she asked. Youko laughed and looked proud. "Never BETTER!!! AWLITjaeitjlaejgtMWHAHA!!!" Midori laughed. "Shit, she's lost it. Lack of...something I guess. So I guess Youko is out now. Okay change of plans. Sorry, but Mikoto, me, and Nao will take Trail B then!" Mikoto started to cry. "B-but I want...to be with Ani-Ue and Mai!!!!" Midori sighed.

"Gomen...Mikoto. Look I'll treat you too....my special Mai Ramen...ne?" Mikoto looked up and nodded. She jumped onto Nao, who currently was looking for signal on her phone. "ACK! Get off me you...mouse thingy!" she yelled. "I Don't want to! Nao's cellphone looks ooishi!" Mikoto gleefully yelled. Nao glared at Mikoto, saying, "What the hell made you think that!" Mikoto jumped off her and smiled. "Natsuki says they taste yummy!" Nao glared at Natsuki. "Hohoho, seems like this human who's gender is being rejected would like to state that..hmm?" Nao said. Natsuki death glared her and let out an evil laugh. "And it seems that your brain is finally getting rid of your sluty thoughts!" The two glared each other until their eyes were watery. Finally Nao laughed. "AHA! Kuga!!! YOU'RE CRYING!!!!" Natsuki looked shocked.

The raven haired girl backed away from Nao. She wiped at her tears that came out from her death-glaring. Suddenly, she turned to see Shizuru looking at her, and then turning away. Suddenly Natsuki couldn't help it. She started to cry and cry, not even knowing why. It had hurt seeing Shizuru turn away from her though. Mai ran to Natsuki, seeing it as the first time she has ever seen her really cry like that.

"Natsuki!!! Are you okay! What's wrong! Nao! What the hell did you do to her!!!" Mai yelled. Natsuki continued to sob. As others saw the outer shell she was desperately trying to hold up, the inner her was wailing louder. She's...turning away from me now...I...I'm...Losing...Shizuru....It's...all my fault!!! Everyone surrounded Natsuki. Nao tried to reason out, trying to get off the blame. Tate rubbed her back, saying, "Kuga! It's okay now! Don't cry!" He and Reito were trying to calm her down, since those two were the only men at the moment.

Shizuru turned away. The guilt was too unbearing. Natsuki was crying, and yet, she was too afraid to do anything. She gritted her teeth as her own tears fell down. She looked down, as her hair flew into her crying eyes. A feeling overwhelmed her, that even she, couldn't even name. She wanted to die right then and there, for making Natsuki cry. The tears wouldn't stop falling. Suddenly, Shizuru moved into the group and slapped Natsuki.

The shock from the slap hit her and startled Natsuki. Who...hit...me.... Everyone backed up, as Natsuki looked up to see the crying red eyes above her. Tears continued to go down. "...Stop...it..." were the words that came out of her mouth. Everyone was hushed around them. For Shizuru to hit Natsuki...was...like the real end of the earth. Natsuki didn't know what to do, from the slap, she had assumed that Shizuru stopped loving her.

Natsuki got up and ran, into the forest, where no own else was. Shizuru automatically sensed the danger that would have come upon Natsuki, and she ran after her. Why the hell did I do that! I could have calmed her down...so why did I slap her!!! Natsuki!!! I'm Sorry!!! I keep doing terrible things....even to the only reason why i'm still alive...I'm sorry!!! The sky started to turn gray. Shizuru's heart was wailing out in pain, wanting to see Natsuki's smile so badly. She didn't need Natsuki, she WANTED Natsuki. Shizuru did her best to catch up to the flowing black hair, as the sky started to cry from the misunderstood love.

Natsuki really couldn't take it anymore. Because she was selfish and took so damn long in returning Shizuru's feelings...that Shizuru...would soon enough not love her anymore. She's moved on... The thought rung into her ear. She didn't know at all that a figure was chasing her, but she continued to run, making one think that she was being chased. Suddenly, rain fell, and Natsuki tripped over wood. She fell into a ditch, and tripped over some weeds. Soon enough, something ran into her, and pulled the weeds, which brought giant branches down. "NATSUKI!!!" The voice yelled.

Natsuki's heart stopped. The weeds were connected to a giant branch, that was falling over the girl on top of her. She saw the crying face, she saw the tears falling out of the red eyes. "Shizu...ru..." she muttered. The girl smiled at her and said, "I'm Sorry Natsuki...I...I...I love you..." Natsuki smiled back, and said her thoughts, as time slowed down. "No...Shizuru...forgive me...I'm sorry...and..I really...will...no..I really do love you the way you love me!" Shizuru smiled, as the branch impacted. Natsuki screamed. The sight of her loved one, dying away, she couldn't take it. Feet rumbled toward her, and the branch was lifted off. Natsuki stared at the blood. So...much...blood...no...No...Shizuru...this isnt...this isn't what was supposed to...happen...No...no...

Hands shook Natsuki as her vision blurred, but was still focused on Shizuru. Voices around her were mute, and Natsuki could only hear her heart beat. "She's...gone..." she muttured. The overwhelming fact angered Natsuki. "No..no...NO!!! Shizuru!!! NO!!! You...no! NO!!! DAMN IT!!" Mai appeared in front of the terrified yet sad face. She put her arms around Natsuki, who was crying. The crying turned into sobs, and the sobs turned into desperate wails. She screamed her name over and over. She pushed Mai away, and attempted to get up, but her legs wouldn't move. She pounded the ground, and the hatred, the grief returned to her. Natsuki screamed Shizuru's name one last time, before fainting herself.

Everything was a haze. Natsuki heard beeps, she saw through the blurred visions of moving objects. But she didn't care. Her eyes focused on the girl in the bed. The girls blonde hair was dried up, but her back of the head was covered in bandages. Her eyes her closed, and her skin was pail. Natsuki's vision was covered by water, as tears flowed out of her eyes. She opened her mouth to say her name, but nothing came out. She tried to get up, but her legs failed her. The moving object slowly cleared up to become Youko, who immediately rushed to Natsuki. "Kuga-San!!! Please, don't bear it anymore, it's okay, Fujino-san is alive! She's okay, but she is resting at the moment, We were lucky, the branch was stopped from the ditch's walls. But, the effect, we believe...but...for now...your leg, is it okay!?!" she yelled.

Natsuki's eyes widened as the good news was said. Shizuru..is...alive...thank you...

Suddenly the pain in her leg erupted, and Natsuki's mind closed, but this time, peacfully.

Spring Vacation 8

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 04:34:38 GMT

Ahah...gomen for my lateness to the people who actually read my fics...I had a visit from the flu...and I also was punished from my lack of sleep, and I'm still young so...so yeah....Anyways Spring Vacation 8! Also, due to my laziness, I kinda want to end this quick, but have an ending so that if I want to re-continue, I will and all. Maybe...6 or 7 or 8 more parts? Anyways I really want to get this confusion over with...

For the rest of the day, until the sun started to set, words between the two girls were scarce. Natsuki, kept glancing at Shizuru, with hurt eyes, not knowing what was going on. Shizuru would just return her worries with cold glances. Mai and Youko exchanged awkward, yet sad glances, yearning to fix what was broken between the two. The car started to rumble as it went onto a dirt path.

Natsuki stared out her window, gazing into the forest road they were in, looking into the mist that surrounded them. Youko opened the window to let the forest air breeze through, and Natsuki breathed in. She smelt fresh air, calm air, peaceful air. But even still, Shizuru's actions deeply hurt Natsuki. The perplexing sounds from the forest filled each and every moments of silence. Natsuki wanted to say something, no, anything, to make Shizuru talk, but was afraid of what would happen next. Natsuki looked down, and regretted everything she did, mostly her selfish acts. She knew she needed to talk to her.She knew she needed to stop letting her suffer. Still, she could only be selfish and see the things that Shizuru wants her to see...instead of trying harder to see what Shizuru is thinking.

The car stopped, in a field. It was small area large enough for their group, but the rest of the forest hid it from the naked eye. There were few trees in it, but aside from that, the grassy area was perfect. Natsuki stepped out the car and took a deep breath in. "Sugoi! This place is so...natural!" she exclaimed. She examined the area, noticing that the others haven't made it there yet. Youko and Mai got out, with Shizuru following. Natsuki looked down a bit, and Shizuru stared, but soon enough, the crimson eyed girl broke the awkwardness between them. "Ara~ Natsuki likes it here? I did not think she'd be able to live without future technologies...or her bike..." Shizuru teased.

Instead of feeling the irritation Natsuki always got from Shizuru's teasings, her heart relaxed a bit. Natsuki let out a nervous laugh, and replied, "Ha...I guess your actually kinda right..." Shizuru's eyes widened, a bit shocked that Natsuki didn't have much of a reaction to her teasing. Youko and Mai came around from the car too the two and said, "Hey, we should start our tents then...let's see...I've got mine and Midori's...Mai...ahaha unlucky pair. You, Mikoto, Nao, and Shiho are sharing a tent!" Mai's eyes showed fear, and her expression clearly said, "Shit. Shit...Fuck...Damn it...ARGH!" Natsuki giggled, and the three looked at her. "OMG!!! Natsuki giggled!!! KAWAII!!!!" Mai yelled.

Youko and Shizuru gave out a silent laugh, and continued. "And the last tent we have here, is you two, Shizuru and Natsuki." Suddenly, a quiet silence filled in the group, until two "ok's" were muttered. Youko and Mai looked at each other, really wondering what was going on.

Shizuru and Natsuki went back to the car to get their tent equipment. After laying out the basics, things got complicated. Natsuki put on rope to another, only to find herself 'entangled in the knot'. "Damn it!" she yelled while stomping on the rope trying to kill it. Shizuru laughed, and took the ropes. Within 5 minutes, The tent was up and perfect, amazing the ferocious raven haired girl. "Wow! Shizuru, you're pretty good at this!" Natsuki said. Shizuru took in the comment, and instead of teasing, she nodded and went to get her bags. Natsuki felt hurt, actually missing the moments of when she was teased.

...Why do I feel so empty inside...? I love Natsuki, but...I can't be sure about anything anymore...I've been in love with her for a long time...so...when...Midori...told me that...So.....I'm so confused....Shizuru looked down. All her stuff was set, so she went outside to unfold a chair. The sky was darkening, and the sounds of engines were getting louder. "Ah, everyone else is almost here!" Mai said. Shizuru looked up at the sky, and just stared blankly at it. "Shizuru...are you mad at me...?"

Shizuru sat immediatly straight up, and stared into the sad green eyes. Natsuki...are you sad because of me...? No...I don't...I never wanted you to be sad...Shizuru looked down. "No...that's not it...." Natsuki looked at Shizuru's crimson eyes, trying to make eye contact. "Then...what's wrong...?" Shizuru looked up at Natsuki's worried eyes, and smiled. "Gomenisai...Natsuki...I didn't mean to make you worry...so let's be friends!" Shizuru teased, trying not to make distance between Natsuki and her even greater. Gomen Natsuki...I know what...you're trying to do...but please give me time for now... Shizuru looked at Natsuki and smiled, trying to hide away the emptiness inside of her. "Ah...okay then...but seriously...Shizuru...I really can't have any Mayo for the next whole week?!?" Natsuki complained. Shizuru laughed, and the two seemed normal again.

Soon enough, the whole gang was all set up, the night was dark, and the only light was from the moon and the camp fire. A cold wind made goosebumps all over Natsuki. She didn't really like the idea of being with a small group in an unknown area in the forest they found by chance. The fire crackled, as Midori and Youko passed out Chocolate, Marshmellows, Graham Crackers, and sticks. Mikoto looked up. "Ah! Ani-ue, Mai! Is this what you call 'smores'?" Mai replied, "Yup, Mikoto, Ah Midori your awesome! This is so cool. I've always wanted to be in an unsafe area in the forest eating warm delicious food, that also happens to attract all those dangerous animals!" She also added sarcastically.

An awkward silence spread upon them all, Midori not realizing that fact. Suddenly, Natsuki spoke up, getting out of her little world. "Seriously though...Can I have Mayonaisse?" Nao put her hand to her face and looked down in disappointment. "Geez, Kuga, you sure like to eat mayo..." Natsuki nodded, and actually smiled, and said, "Hell yeah!"

Everyone looked in disgust,except Shizuru, who was gracefully putting marsh mellows onto her stick. "Ara~ I thought you had enough mayo two days ago, I mean, when I made that dinner for you, I believe you ate a whole bottle..." Natsuki blushed at the fattening fact. Mai stared at her disgusted, and said," That's actually...gross Natsuki. You should hurry and work out and eat healthy again or you'll turn...fat..." Natsuki glared at Mai. "Shut up! I know I know, I'm trying to cut down on my habit!" Midori cracked up. "You call THAT A habit?!? It's pratically part of your life!!!!" Natsuki death glared all who opposed her. "If I was still a hime, you'd all be dead by now!!!"

Mikoto jumped up. "Natsuki threatened Mai and Ani-ue! Natsuki will attack Mai and Ani-ue. Food source and brother will be depleted! Must save food source and brother! Natsuki is enemy! Enemy must die!" she yelled. Natsuki jumped back and started to run, as Mikoto chased her around camp. Everyone laughed and cheered Mikoto or Natsuki on. Shizuru smiled at Natsuki, who then tripped over sum weeds, rolled over, knocked Mikoto down, and hit the tree.

"ARGH!!!! SHIZURU!!!!!" Natsuki yelled with a giant red mark on her face. "Ara, what did I do...?" Natsuki glared at her. "Don't give me that 'Ara' Bullshit!!!! You...well...you..um........ANYWAYS!!! MIKOTO!!! You Too! Because you are...you! GRR! I'm GOING TO MY RO- I mean , MY TE- I mean, THE TENT!!!" Natsuki shouted and stomped away.

(Obviously, my precious *cough* I mean, SHIZURU's precious Na-chan *cough* I mean Natsuki, is too embarrassed to say 'Me and Shizuru's Tent' or any other correct way to say that, but still, either way, in this fiction I control my dear Shizuru and Natsuki *coug* I mean Sunrise's...oh fuck it. *thinks of very...hot...uncontollably hot things for Shizuru and Natsuki to experience...)

TBC. Sorry, i'm sick still and sleepy, so yah.

Argh. Laser Tag sucks

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 03:50:34 GMT

... Today was my friends birthday, and we went to this...place. there was Laser tag, and it was heka fun. I was doing heka good too. and then someone tripped me and i was running, so i slammed onto the pole. My lip was bleeding and shit...gr...i dislike dark rooms

Spring Vacation 7

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 02:02:02 GMT

HMM...Part 7, how interesting will this be...? S.P.R.I.N.G V.A.C.A.T.I.O.N PART 7. Lucky Number, and Natsuki's luckiest day. So what shall happen...? Read on then. But, sad to say, here comes the drama.

Right as Mai hurried to take off first layer of luggage, Natsuki instinctively groped Shizuru's breast. The two blushed, stopping for a minute, and both thought What the hell...? Natsuki tried to pull back again, right as Mai lifted up the bag on her head. The evidence that showed that Shizuru and Natsuki just had sexual contact was only between Shizuru and Natsuki themselves. "Are you two...o...kay...?" seeing that they were both totally red. But still, Mai did not come to the solution, or even thought, that they actually made out on their free wills. Shizuru moved her head up to Natsuki's ear and blew into it. Natsuki blushed and jumped up, tickled by the rush of air. Shizuru then whispered into her ear, "Ara~ Na-Chan is really...horny...but...arigatou...Natsuki..." and put her head down. "But, you can get off me now..." she said. Natsuki grew red from ear to ear and jumped up and out of the car. Shizuru followed her, to see that they had pulled over at the side of an empty road at the valley between the mountains. Natsuki's heart was still beating fast, not knowing that her power of sexual contact...was...unbelievable- Natsuki slapped her thoughts away. She gazed upon the valley they traveled through, being able to see the roads they were on, the curvy roads that caused Natsuki to...make out with Shizuru. Natsuki gave a little thanks to the roads, or more like a whole prayer of dedication of, "O, Thank you gods of thy beautiful road. I shall enjoy thy power to touch Shizuru in any way I want because I have the advantage too in the best fanservice you could get." Natsuki laughed a little and turned to Shizuru. "G-gomen about all that..." she muttered. Shizuru looked up and smiled, "Ah...that..well....um...actually...thank you..." Shizuru replied and walked towards Natsuki. Shizuru stole a quick kiss before Mai went out of the car to rearrange the luggage. Natsuki blushed, and her heart beated faster. Natsuki grinned and put her hands on Shizuru's shoulders. "My, my, isn't Shizuru a bit...horny..?" Natsuki imitated. Shizuru laughed, and Mai came out and Youko started the car again. "Youko, we're switching!!!!!!" Mai yelled. The two girls laughed, and went back into the back of the car.

The sky was turning dark, as Mai irritatedly studied the road while driving, and was out of view to see Shizuru and Natsuki. Natsuki softly snored at Shizuru's shoulder, as the two secretly held hands beneath a blanket. Natsuki's head was tilted onto Shizuru's shoulder. She no longer felt held back anymore, as she gazed at the setting sun. She turned to the raven-haired girl on her shoulder. Her face was so still, and her body would only move from her breathing. Shizuru may have learned for the past how-many-years that Natsuki was tough, serious, and cool. But really, inside she knew that Natsuki was a child at heart, yearning for her young desires in food, games, and simple love from others. Shizuru heart warmed as Natsuki slept-talked her name, and then gave more tiny snores. Shizuru recalled in the past of Natsuki's reactions to her cooking, teasing, anything that she did. It really isn't her fault...her childhood was stolen from her...but...only because of that...that is why I saw her special...if her parents didn't leave her, and she was one of those normal-happy-go girls...I doubt I would've noticed her...I doubt i would've even met her.... The thought that came after shocked Shizuru so much, that she pushed Natsuki away. Natsuki woke up, rubbing her eyes and looked at a sad Shizuru. "Oi...why'd you wake me-" Shizuru turned and scooted as far away as she could, and said coldly, "Sleep on your side." Natsuki looked at her, with hurt eyes. Shizuru's eyes started to tear, tears that no one could see, tears that she hid for the past year. Natsuki didn't say anything, and turned her back onto Shizuru. A cold fear awoken onto the Kyoto girl, as she silently sobbed looking at the sun setting, leaving the side of earth they were on, letting the cold dark moon to shine. A cold hard pit filled Shizuru's heart, as she shut her eyes, trying to make the tears go away. I...am...a horrible person...why would I ever think that Natsuki's pain was a...good thing...what the fuck!?!?! I never realized it, and yet, I played around with her, boasting my lucky life... She probaly suffered so much...and I was there, just to watch her. I don't deserve her...as a lover...I am lucky enough for her to still stand the sight of me...and...if I lose her again...

The car swerved, and Shizuru opened her eyes. Dry tears surrounded her eyes, as the moonlight shone through the car window. She looked up at the dirver's seat to see Youko driving, and Mai soundlessly sleeping. She turned to her right to still see Natsuki's back facing against her. Sadness came over Shizuru, making a bottomless pit of despair claw through her insides. It hurt her...just by looking at Natsuki. Shizuru came up with an idea to ease the pain. What, if I can...just force myself to...be her friend for now...just...keep the teasing minimum, no hugging...kiss-stealing...peverted thoughts...like...going...back to before the festival...where...I did those...terrible...things to her... Shizuru stared up at the moon, putting her saddness to the side to think about the positive things, only to be covered by sadness when she found out that most of the good things happened because of Natsuki. "So....for Natsuki....I will...go back to friendship..." she whispered so only Shizuru herself could hear.

Natsuki's dreams were cruel. Natsuki was in the car, but this time they had really gotten away. She was holding Duran, and her father got into the car. They moved far away, and once they finished hiding, they became a happy family. Natsuki was 18, and she was crossing the streets of Kyoto. A beautiful woman around her age, with deep crimson eyes, passed her. Natsuki knew that the face was so nostaligic, and she remembered who the girl was. "Shizuru!!!" The girl turned around, and instead of a usual smile, was a cold glance. "Go away." were the words that came out of her mouth. The girl was over her, it was already too late. Natsuki woke up from the fear of being left alone.The rising sun came up, letting the moon's graceful appearance disappear. The moon was there still, but barely noticed anymore. The morning stars started to fade away, and Natsuki felt hurt. Maybe...I went to far...what if I hurt Shizuru...?Suddenly doing that to her....maybe I should...lay off a little...even though...I should've confessed...but... Natsuki gritted her teeth.

It was finally the after noon after a long day in the car, where they met up with the rest in front of a gas station. Out of fear, Natsuki begged to switch with Mai, who wondered why she would move away. Natsuki didn't want to force her real desires on Shizuru.

Shizuru leaned on the car door. She was too afraid to stare at Natsuki as a lover. But as a friend...was...sadly...the only option. She didn't sleep that much, and had finally accepted the fact she truly had to face. Midori looked at the two, wondering what happened, and decided to leave them alone. Mai left Natsuki to go chat with the others during their our break to stretch out and relax. Natsuki looked up with sad eyes at Shizuru, realizing that they were all alone in front of each other, with only a road between and separating them. Shizuru looked up and at Natsuki, looking at her with warm gentle eyes, that soon covered up with a bit of harsh and bitter attitudes. "What." Shizuru strictly said. Natsuki was suprised at Shizuru, afraid of her strictness. But she chose, to go with her game, of being 'friends'. "Ah. Nothing...demo..." Shizuru simply looked at her, not even bothering to tease her. "But What?" She said without hesitation. Natsuki looked down, trying to hide her broken heart. Maybe I was too late...Is this why she's being so cold to me?

Meanwhile, Shizuru was trying to deal with the crying soul in here. She had reacted to Natsuki in her coldest tone. But instead, she wanted to hold Natsuki, and look at her with love, with so much other emotions that her heart was breaking down inside. The two looked up, at the clouds, both with misunderstandings, that scared them of being left alone again.

So, love isn't just the best thing in the world...it is full of hate...I hate myself in this process of love, Natsuki and Shizuru thought.

TBC.

P.S: Will they get over these misunderstandings and lies soon??!? Find out next in Spring Vacation 8!!! *whistles pokemon ending theme* Gotta catch em All!!!! W.T.F??? ACK! Shizuru! Don't feel that way!!! I'm sorry everyone, but this story needs sadness, but I'm still not good at expressing feelings. I'm so straightforward these days. (Probaly because I recently had my heart broken...)

Spring Vacation 6

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 05:23:50 GMT

Mwhhahaha, the moment is here. The camping trip for 2 weeks, shall begin. The plan shall work. But, we still do not know, of what Midori told Shizuru! Hehe, still can't wait for the hotel parts...more and MORE BLOOD. =) Spring Vacation, Part 6. Caution, Luggage falling on two girls that are secretly in love with each other is very, very, very...hot? L.O.L XD

Natsuki couldn't sleep. They were leaving very early in the morning in front of Fuuka High School to meet up and and plan. But, the haunting of no mayo for two weeks scared Natsuki shitless, that she curled up in her bed after dinner. She turned and moaned on her bed. The emptiness inside of her would not go away. She looked up at the dark ceiling, and imagined that things were actually right in life. Then, mom and dad would probaly still be here...but would Shizuru have? She only wanted to help me at first, but if I was never like that...does that mean my mom and dad's betrayal was a good thing? Argh! This is more complicated than stupid calculus... Natsuki moved onto one of her sides. The feeling of no mayo wasn't what bothered her to be truthful, it was rather more that the plans up Midori sleeves for her and Shizuru that roamed in her mind. She wasn't sure to feel excited, nervous, or any other feeling at all. She was just...calm. It freaked her out a bit, but she couldn't sleep from it. The most she could do was move around, but nothing stopped the weird feeling. Suddenly, her door opened and Shizuru came in.

"Natsuki...are you okay? You're moving so much in bed, it's weird to hear you move so much..." Shizuru said while rubbing her eyes. Natsuki sat up, and asked Shizuru to come closer. Finally, knowing this, Natsuki felt another emotion crash. Her heart started to beat faster as Shizuru approached in her pajamas. "What, Na-chan?" she said, wanting to tease her. But Natsuki wasn't in the move for teasing, and instead, without hesitation, she pulled Shizuru on her bed. "Ne Shizuru, can you sleep with me tonight...? I feel weird...." she told her. The brown haired girl looked at her in a surprised expression.

Shizuru's heart churned, as Natsuki said those words. Why were these things happening, why is Natsuki doing the things I dream of now? Shizuru took a minute to realize Natsuki was waiting for her answer, with a serious face. Shizuru felt so happy at the moment, and didn't care for anything except Natsuki. "Ara~ Is Natsuki going to hold and kiss me then?" she teased. Natsuki blushed and lay back down turned away. "Fine! You don't have too!" Shizuru smiled and got into her bed. "But I WANT to..." Shizuru mumbled. Natsuki sat up looking at her with a flushed face. "S-Shizuru...ne...can...you...hug me...?" she asked without thinking. Shizuru looked at her, and only thought of one thing to say. "Natsuki, can you kiss me?" she said and smiled. Natsuki turned red over and over again, fearing that Shizuru would hear the amazingly fast heart beat within her. She turned the other way and said, "Nevermind! Good Night Shizuru!" Shizuru's back faced hers. "Good night, my Na-chan." "ARGH! Shizuru stop calling me that!" Shizuru giggled and closed her eyes. Any opportunity to be close to Natsuki is what Shizuru whould choose. The feeling inside of her was so overwhelming, everything felt right, and nothing in the world could stop it.

Natsuki looked at the wall she faced, with her hands on her burning cheeks. The feeling inside her was a faint yet nostalgic feeling. One she could remember that only occurred before her mother's death. Natsuki felt happy, the most happiest she could get. It was making her heart jump around, and yet it felt good. It felt like nothing in the world was bad, and know one argued and complained about it.Natsuki blushed at the emotion itself, realizing that it only happened at the moment she was in, with Shizuru. She gave out a silent laugh, finally knowing what the feeling was. So, this is what 'love' is, huh? she thought before hearing Shizuru's silent snores. Natsuki smiled, and turned around. She saw Shizuru's beautiful face staying still, and she admired it. "Shizuru, I love you." she said to the sleeping beauty. Natsuki leaned in, and let her lips briefly touch Shizuru's. She pulled back, laughing at herself, and at Shizuru, who was still asleep. Her heart did not beat faster, and her face didn't burn. But Natsuki, did indeed, feel love towards the other next to her. SO much love.

Light peered in through the window. A loud ringing noise awoke Natsuki. She was finally able to sleep, and she was actually sleeping next to Shizuru. She sat up and hit the 'SNOOZE' on the alarm clock beside her bed. She let out a morning sigh, and turned to Shizuru. She was still sound asleep. Natsuki smiled just by looking at her, and then she remembered. She looked at the clock and screamed.

"SHIZURU SHIZURU WAKE UP!!!! WE'LL BE LATE!!!! WAKE UP!!!! WE LEAVE IN 30 MINUTES!!!! AHH! SHIZURU" Natsuki yelled. Shizuru's eyes opened to find a flustered Natsuki who's face was very close. The distance stayed like that, until Natsuki said, "Go get ready and wait in the living room!" while thinking, ACK! TOO CLOSE!. Shizuru smiled and yawned, and got up. "Good morning Nat-su-ki!" she said pronouncing the syllables in her name slowly. Natsuki smiled back and imitated her. "Good morning Shi-zu-ru!" and the two laughed. Natsuki crawled off the bed and sat on the floor. "But seriously, GET READY WE'LL BE LATE!!!!" she said while jumping up to get a change of clothes. Shizuru laughed at Natsuki, happy that she was Natsuki. Suddenly, Natsuki started to strip. Shizuru blushed, and watched unconsciously. By the time Natsuki was fully dressed, Shizuru spoke up. "Ara~ My Na-chan doesn't seemed embarrassed at all to do that?" Natsuki turned around and shouted, "What the hell?!? SHIZURU!!! GET OUT!!!" Natsuki's face was completely red. Shizuru came up with an idea. "Oh...so...Natsuki...doesn't...like me...." she 'sobbed' and added a few fake tears. Natsuki jumped with panic and rushed to Shizuru. "Ah! Gomen, it's just that I don't like it when you stare at me like that!" Shizuru looked up with a crying goo-goo face. "Natsuki doesn't want me to look at her anymore???" she said in an innocent voice. Natsuki's green eyes showed terror, and she quickly said, "NO! It's not that, I don't mind if you look at me while i'm changing!" She quickly covered her mouth with her hands and turned around before her face exploded with blood. Shizuru grinned, and got up. "Well then, do you mind if I chan-" Natsuki dragged her into her room and said, "NO! Change in here!" Shizuru laughed and pushed Natsuki out the door. "Then-Don't-Peek!" and closed the door. Natsuki sighed, and went to get her bags. "Crap, I don't think I could hold it in if I saw her...naked...." she said to herself and blushed. By the time she got her suitcase and back pack packed and ready in the living room, Shizuru came out with her suitcase and pack. They stared at each other, gazing at each others beauty, and both turned away red.

A few minutes later, Youko and Midori arrived with a car. Midori gave a smug smile at the two red faces, and told them the news. "Okay, so we will be meetin' up with everyone else in front of the school!!!!" Midori said. Natsuki looked at Midori with evil eyes. "I absolutely can't wait!" Midori stared back and grinned. "Me neither...MWHAHA" Natsuki jumped and shivered, wondering what was up Midori's sleeve. "We better leave now before the others get here...!" Youko broke in. Shizuru smiled and said, "Yes, But I do enjoy making an entrance..." Natsuki stared back at Shizuru with an annoyed look. "Shizuru!!!" Shizuru smiled and said, "Yes...Na-Chan?" Midori jumped in between the two. "Na-Chan!??!?! THAT'S SO CUTE FOR YOU 'NA-CHAN'!!!" Natsuki screamed. "ARGH! Let's just go now!!!! But, can I take my bike???" she said with her puppy look. Midori looked at the kawaii creature, and resisted her best. "Nope. Who knows if you will ditch us." Shizuru looked at Natsuki with hurt eyes "You would really ditch me Natsuki...?" and she started to cry. "NO way Shizuru!!! Midori just shut up and let's go now!" Natsuki shouted while comforting Shizuru.

By the time they arrived at the front of the academy, several people were there. Mai, Mikoto, Reito, Tate, Shiho, Haruka, Yukino, and Nao were there. Natsuki was also suprised to see Director Mashiro there, waving. "You're late!" Mai complained. "Gomen, Gomen everyone," Midori said. Two cars were already there, but Natsuki guessed that they haven't choosen who would drive. "This is such a waste of time," Nao said while rolling her eyes. Haruka was gently talking with Yukino, which gave Natsuki some weird ideas. "Ah! Kazu and Akane aren't coming?" Natsuki asked. Midori stepped out of the car and bent back in. "Nope, they probaly will be having sex though in some other hotel." Natsuki blushed, and Shizuru looked at her. "K-kawaii..." she muttered. Natsuki turned to her. "What?" and Shizuru automatically opened up the door, pretending to ignore Natsuki.

After the plan was made, Director Mashiro and Fumi left to go to their own buisness. It seems that they were there to grant everyone a safe trip. In one car, Reito and Haruka would switch driving, and in the back was Mikoto and Yukino. It also seemed like Tate was driving the other car switching with Midori, with Shiho and Nao in the back. And to everyone's guess, Natsuki and Shizuru were in the back while Youko and Mai were in the front. And they also decided to have most of the luggage clumped behind and next to Shizuru and Natsuki, squishing them closer together.

They started the road trip to a far away forest, which take about two whole days of driving, which was just Midori's guess. If there WASN'T any traffic that is. So they agreed to take some back roads behind the mountain range, which was curvy road. Engines started, and everyone buckled up. Natsuki was so close to Shizuru that she could just sit up and when she'd sit back down with out moving she'd be on her lap, which was actually a nice thing to both of them. Unfortuanetly, it was Natsuki's first time driving with Youko, so Mai and Shizuru already knew her driving skills.

"AHHHH GOD HELP ME!!!!" Natsuki screamed. They were high up on a mountain in the back roads, and there were so many DAMN turns!!! Youko swiftly drove faster and faster into each turn, until suddenly, the luggage fell onto Shizuru and Natsuki. Natsuki quickly reflexed and jumped over Shizuru, being pounded by the luggage. Of course, because of the side, Midori assured that they wouldn't get hurt, which means this was Step One of Get Natsuki and Shizuru together Plan. The luggage piled up on Natsuki pushing her down. She covered Shizuru, who then was shocked that Natsuki saved her. "Natsuki!!! Are you okay!?!" Shizuru said. "Yeah, but I can't move, and at least the luggage is in place she said. The two realized there positions and blushed in the dark space. Their eyes finally got used to the dark, and Natsuki realized how there real position was. Natsuki's chest was pushed into Shizuru's, and they kept rubbing against each other from the turns. Natsuki's lips were so close to Shizuru's, and she could feel her breathing. One Shizuru's hands was on Natsuki's butt, but covered by a bag and couldn't move. "Shit..." Natsuki breathed. Shizuru accidently moved one of her legs, and Natsuki moaned. Shizuru's thigh was right below Natsuki's...you-know-what, or in between her legs. She brushed it on the rim, and yet Natsuki felt it fully. Another turn and Natsuki moved her hand, only to find it groping onto Shizuru's breast. The two blushed, and another turn pushed more luggage onto the two. They were completely on top of her, Shizuru's leg was between Natsuki's legs, Natsuki's hand was stuck on Shizuru's breast, and the two's lips were once again together. Their mouths opened and tried to separate, but their heads were stuck. Natsuki blushed madly, and her heart wouldn't even beat fast. In fact, She didn't know if her heart was beating at all. Her senses her numbed by Shizuru, and all she could feel was butterflies in her stomach.

Shizuru blushed so much. Natsuki's body was on top of her, her hand was groping her breast, and her mouth was ontop of hers. Shizuru didn't know what to do. Her mind emptied itself, only leaving Shizuru to stare exactly into the emerald eyes above her. She didn't want to make a move to freak Natsuki out, but what happened next was all Natsuki.

Natsuki knew what to do, but she couldn't say it exactly. So she stuck her tounge into Shizuru's mouth, and continued to kiss her. She shut her eyes closed and asked herself What the hell...are you doing?!? But she herself knew what it was. She opened her eyes to find Shizuru's eyes in shock, and felt Shizuru's toungue interact with her own. The two made out silently in the car moving closer and closer to each other with Youko's every turn. The sounds outside of them were all muffled, mostly because of the luggage. Drool went down Shizuru mouth, and she guessed that it was hers and Natsuki's. Natsuki...is making...out with...me....Wait...or am I doing this? But...she stuck her toungue first...so....Oh well, I'll try and enjoy this for now.... Shizuru thought smugly to herself. She accidentely laughed, and Natsuki laughed, which made a weird laugh-kiss. Natsuki managed to move her hand to Shizuru's cheek as they continued to make out. She used her jacket sleeve to wipe the falling drool, and kissed deeper. Shizuru kissed back, and tried her best to move her arms around Natsuki. Both of there hearts beated faster and faster, until the veichle stopped, and half of the luggage fell to the front.

TBC!!!! omg. confessionnns.

Spring Vacation 5

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 03:36:10 GMT

Spring Vacation 5. Yea, it's already the weekend, and I'm improving on writing, and I get to type more! But, I really should finish making that AMV...Anyways, Part 5, Spring Vacation. OMG Natsuki and Shizuru are soooo hesitant. oh well. It's cute to see them like that =) But, MUST AVOID CONFESSION!!! and...so...much...blood....

The loud roar of the bikes engine filled up the air. The brown-haired girl, looked out the window of the living room with hopeful eyes. She saw the person she loved so deeply arrive closer and closer on her bike. Her crimson eyes looked at the raven-haired beauty, yearning for her taste and touch, wanting to see her kawaii face. For a minute, she gazed at the lovely figure taking off her red helmet, not noticing her face redden and her heart run. Then Natsuki's emerald eyes looked back and up at the window, to gaze right into Shizuru's eyes, and Shizuru turned away.

Even though, she was happy to see that in Natsuki's eyes was hers, and only her reflection, she still was unsure, of what Natsuki's true feelings were. Shizuru closed her eyes and lowered her head. Guilt, despair, and anger amongst herself filled in her stomach, making Shizuru react by clenching her fists and gritting her teeth. How am I supposed to know...If Natsuki has completely forgiven me...? If I confess again so quickly...and...if she rejects me...I can't stand losing her again...If the closest as I can be with her is her best friend and roomate, than I will stay like that...I can't bear...having Natsuki look at others though... Shizuru got up and threw herself onto the couch. She herself was happy enough to be living with Natsuki, but it wasn't enough. Restricting herself after everything, especially...after today. Suddenly Shizuru blushed. No, no, no! I can't...think of that...it wasn't even our first kiss...but...why did she stay like that for a long time? Maybe...did she actually want to...kiss me? "Ahh! I wish I could have tea..." Shizuru moaned and flipped upside down on the couch. She suddenly laughed to herself, realizing she was acting like a little kid. The door opened and Natsuki came in, and she stared at the upside-down beauty.

"I'm home Shizuru," Natsuki called out at first, but then noticed a clueless but upside-down Shizuru. "Oi, Shizuru! What the hell are you doing!" Natsuki lectured. Shizuru looked at her with a confused glance, and then remembered of how she was sitting. She sat back up laughing, and sat like a little kid on the couch, with her legs in a pretzel-style. "Ah, Gomen Natsuki." She said with her giggle. Natsuki blushed, looking at Shizuru, grazing her beauty. "Baka, you could have gotten yourself hurt..." Natsuki said with an annoyed look. Shizuru gave her a sweet smile, saying, "Ara~ Natsuki was worried about me?" Natsuki's head raised up, and blurted out, "Of course Shizuru!!! If you got hurt...I'd..." and stopped to see Shizuru staring at her.

Natsuki's heart skipped three or four beats. She held her breath in, noticing the room had gotten a bit hotter. I-I can't wait...I have to tell her...now! Natsuki looked up with confidence, and said what she needed to say. "Shizuru! I will protect you, even if I don't have my HiME powers! I will never let you get hurt!" she confessed. Shizuru blushed, and stood up. Natsuki held her eyes closed, afraid of what Shizuru would say. Nervousness filled Natsuki, and she stood still. Shizuru's heart skipped and raced around, and she slowly walked to Natsuki. She put her arms around Natsuki's head, and hugged her. "You're my hero also...Natsuki...I will protect you too..." she said with a calming voice. Natsuki's eyes opened with joy, and slowly closed as she put her arms around Shizuru. Hugging is normal...I can at least do this much to her... That thought was one they both seemed to have.

A loud alarm woke Natsuki up. She was very annoyed by it, realizing that it had interrupted her dream. Wait, that was real...that was two days ago...which means...tomorow is the trip!!! Natsuki jumped out of bed and ran around. "Gotta pack, gotta pack, gotta pack damnit!" she said while in her pajama's. The door opened to see a smiling Shizuru in her pink pajamas, which suprised Natsuki as she tripped over some of her clothes and junk. Shizuru laughed at the cute girl laying there with her white tank top raised to her stomach and her blue shorts that revealed her bare legs. "Ara~ Is Natsuki putting up a show for me so early in the morning?" she said with a smile. "What?!? Argh! Shut up Shizuru!" said the embarrassed green-eyed girl. She sat up and folded her arms. "Good morning, Shizuru." and looked to the side. "Good morning, Na-chan." Natsuki looked up in embarrassment. "N-Na-chan??!" she complained. Shizuru laughed and looked at the cute face on the floor. "Yes, Na-chan. Now I already packed up my own stuff for the trip...so...I shall help you then, if it's okay with you Natsuki." Natsuki stared up at the person she loved. "Shizuru..." she whispered and blushed, but had to push away the thoughts of her before going into her obsession mode. "A-ah...sure!" Natsuki shakily said.

Shizuru picked up Natsuki's laundry first, and seperated them by colors. She turned her head around and saw Natsuki's back facing her, and she bent down, making Shizuru blush madly. Ah! No! she told herself, forcing her peverted thoughts of Natsuki's perfect....ass....away. She turned her head back and continued her work. She then picked up one of Natsuki's panties, and blushed so much, that she couldn't take it. "A-ah! Natsuki, help me!" she said, while dropping the underwear to cover up her nose. Natsuki turned around a bit annoyed. "What the hell did you do?" she asked. Shizuru looked up with watery eyes and a chibi face. "N-nosebleed!!!!" Natsuki blushed wildly, and ran up. "Ah! Gomen, crap were are the tissues! TISSUES DAMNIT!!! ARGH!!!" she yelled and ran around the room frantically searching for a box of damn tissues. Shizuru giggled, but then paniced again when blood ran down her finger. Ahh...I can't take it...Natsuki's...panties...and bras....I mean, i've seen them before, but...it's...so....weird...to see them now!!!! Shizuru felt dizzy, as Natsuki ran to her and Shizuru collapsed. "A-ah! Shizuru, hang on!!!!" Shizuru responded by making a weird "Auuuuu~" sound. Shizuru's head moved around in circles, clearly showing that the pressure was too much. With out thinking, Natsuki tore off her tang top to reveal her in just a bra, and held her pajama shirt to Shizuru's nose. "Ahh! Shizuru! What the hell did you do to get this!!!!" Natsuki said in a faulty voice. "G-goemnisaiiiiiiiii..." moaned Shizuru, not being able to talk that much from the blood, and the shirt. Natsuki once again jumped up to leave the helpless beauty holding the white top that is now turning red. "C-crap! Tissues!!!! Ah fuck!!!" Natsuki yelled. Shizuru opened up her eyes and saw almost nude Natsuki. "Aageeah!" she moaned with her face turning more red, as more blood came. Shizuru wanted to laugh, since seeing the panicking Natsuki was one of her cutest aspects. But seeing her with only a bra on with that expression...so CUTEEEE!!!! And with that thought, Shizuru blew out more blood. She lifted up the shirt to talk, only managing to say, "Nagatsyjuji...gomen...i...sai....." she played along adding a tear to roll down her eye. Natsuki freaked out, trying to calm her down, or at least she thought that that was what she tried to do. "Ah! Shizuru, it's okay!!! Umm, ah! I'll call Mai! Crap! I think I forgot to buy tissue during grocery shopping!!!" she shouted while running out her bed room door. Shizuru struggled to keep her laugh in, only to snap out of her acting phase to reality, seeing more blood run out of her nose as she lifted the shirt. Embarrassed, Shizuru pressed the half-way red top on her nose, trying to make it stop. Natsuki...is...so...kawaii... she thought, while still stoping the blood..

Natsuki ran down the hallway almost running into the wall. She quickly found the phone and dialed Mai's number. "Pick up pick up pick up damnit!!!" she yelled while listening to the dialing tone. She looked back at the hallway to hear Shizuru's moans, and freaked out. Shit Shit Shit Shit!!! Hang on Shizuru!!!! MAI FUCKING PICK UPP!!!! A voice came through the phone. "Mushi mushi?" Natsuki picked up the phone. "MAI! GET YOUR STUPID ASS OVER HERE! IT'S AN EMERGANCY!!!" Natsuki yelled. "What!!! What happened!" said the worried voice. "S-Shizuru won't stop bleeding!!!" The words Natsuki blurted out made Mai blush, almost as much as Shizuru did. "Are You Serious! You guys did IT?!?" She said with a hint of hope. Natsuki blushed with out actually meaning too, and yelled, "BAKA! She has a nose- Argh! Nevermind!!!" Natsukie yelled while slamming the phone on the receiver. "Oh wait, I forgot to ask for tissue. ARGH SHIT!!! Shizuruuuuuu! Are you okay yet?!?" She yelled while running back to her room.

Shizuru sprawled herself on Natsuki's floor, right after she ran out, holding the top to her nose. She didn't know how long it had been, but every single time she stopped bleeding, peverted thoughts about Natsuki jumped back up, making her blush madder than the color of her eyes and her heart beat 100 ga-zillionz time more faster. Auuu~ she moaned. Shizuru tried to stop the dizziness that was overcoming her. By the time he was sure the massive bleeding was over, she heard Natsuki stomping back into the room.

"Are you okay now Shizuru?" Natsuki asked with a worried expression after making sure Shizuru's nose stopped bleeding while coming into the room. "Y-yeah," she finally managed to say while looking up. The moment she looked up, she had completely remembered that she forgot that Natsuki had no top on except her bra. Shizuru's face grew rosy, her heart jumped up with a perverted smile, and she fainted on the spot. Natsuki's eye twitched, and ran to put another shirt on, before running to Shizuru.

It was night when Natsuki finally calmed down. The bloody shirt had to go in by itself in the laundry. She had finally finished packing 6 hours after the incident, and Shizuru had calmed down. Natsuki lay on the couch in the dark watching action movies, waiting for Shizuru to finish dinner. "Oi, Shizuru, do you need any help!" Natsuki yelled. The door to the kitchen full of light was so silent, so Natsuki got a bit worried. "U-um...N-no Thanks Na-Chan!" Shizuru responded. Automatically, Natsuki blushed and complained, "Stop calling me that! It's So CHILDISH!!!!!" "But Nat-su-ki is childish tooo!!! And Tonight was going to be fried chicken with Mayo!~" Shizuru yelled back. Natsuki fell off the couch with shock. "M-mayo!!?!? AH! GOMEN SHIZURU! I TAKE IT ALL BACK!!!" she yelled with fright. The door opened, and the beautiful scent waffled around the room. Natsuki's eyes watered. "A-arigatouuu...Shizuru..." She gave her biggest smile. Obviously, Natsuki had her puppy-thing going on at the moment, and Shizuru giggled and blushed looking at the poor thing. She decided to then break the news to her. "Oh, Well, I thought you deserved it...when Midori Told me Mayonaisse was NOT allowed at ALL during the camping trip to my Na-Chan!"

TBC. and, It seems that Midori has things planned for the BOTH of them told. Spill the beans Shizuru!!!!

OMG

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 23:10:38 GMT

I had a nice day.

I almost got suspended again for throwing a quarter. How swell, I hate my school. Grr, i'm at least happy enough not to get homework this weekend. I guess I have time to work on getting over my cold, studying, and more chapters of Final Judgment and Spring Vacation! And I got perfect attendence today. I got ice cream. Vanilla Ice-cream, with whipped cream, and LOTS of chocolate syrup, Lots and LOTS and LOOOOTS. But then my music tutor/teacher/woman/same age as me person kept giving me 'put-downs' and then cheering me up. Emotional ride of hormones. =)

Grr, I hate the winter

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 23:05:47 GMT

since it's cold....

I don't get to go outside and use my telescope. I almost got a fever last time a tried...T_T, I miss space. Next time I go I will take pictures of the amazing Sky!!!

Spring Vacation 4

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 08:36:08 GMT

Heh, I am going to die from the lack of sleep, but I just have SO many ideas...it's just, i can't make the transition perfect! Will Natsuki confess her love early, or will I be able to avoid going there?!? Find out in Part 4 of Spring Vacation!

Their lips intertwined. Natsuki stared at Shizuru, not knowing of what she should do. Her mind emptied itself, only to be distracted by her heart. Blood rushed to Natsuki's face and she pulled back, while saying, "G-Gomenisai!"

Shizuru looked down. Even though she had often dreamed of doing this, it still made her nervous. She had the butterflies in her stomach feeling over and over again. Her face was completely red, and her heart rejoiced. "A-ah...um...I-I think I should...um go...now..." Shizuru looked at Natsuki and tried to hide her excitement and nervousness with a fake smile. Natsuki did the same, and said, "Ah...y-yeah...I should um...get....to class...." The two got up, both completely red. Shizuru thought that she'd never be this nervous with Natsuki, but, she was just so happy. She had gotten a kiss from Natsuki, so Shizuru was...shaky. She had recieved something she never thought she would get for a long time, and she would have ran outside and ran around in excitment.

Natsuki's face wouldn't stop getting red. The tokimeki [Heart-throbbing] moment would never stop. Oh fuck. Oh fuck. Oh fuck. Oh fuck. Oh fuck. Oh fuck. Oh fuck. Oh fuck. Oh fuck. Oh fuck...fuck. Why can't I calm down!!! Right now, I just really need to scream with happiness or something. Oh my gosh. Oh my freaking gosh. This is the best day ever!!!! Natsuki stood up, her legs wobbled a bit, and held out her hand. Shizuru stared at it with her crimson eyes, and took it. The moment their hands met, Natsuki grew more redder. CRAP!!! Damn you Shizuru! Once I get done with the stupid confession, I will torture you like fucking hell! Mwhaha! My time shall come...but now, is confession time!

Shizuru got up and walked to the door. Just as her hand reached the door knob, Natsuki spoke. "Shizuru! Wait...one minute...." Shizuru turned around, with her face still red. Her expression gave Natsuki the message that she was restraining herself from jumping over Natsuki and cuddling with her. Natsuki looked at her face, and smiled. "Shizuru, I Lov-" The Door opened in front of Shizuru. The two jumped, and saw the vice-principal. "Ah! Fujino-san, the principal and Director are ready to see you. Whats this? Kuga-san, please return to class!" Natsuki looked up and said, "Ah! Yes, Sorry!" She went ahead of Shizuru and looked back. Both of their faces were still completely red, but Natsuki managed to hide her joy. "Well, see you later then Shizuru..." She managed to say and left.

Natsuki was hardly able to recover her normal status at all during her walk in the hallway. O.K. Natsuki, calm down. It was...a freaking awesome kiss! ACK! Wait, I still need to confess! Maybe during the camping trip, I mean, Midori planned most of it out for me and Shizuru...Okay! So until then I will just bare with Shizuru's teasing! And when the time comes, I will...seduce her...? Ah Natsuki! Bad Girl! That's too much! But, I should have the right too by then...Wait! What am I talking about! That's Filthy!!! Ah Crap. I'm having a fight with myself. Damn Right I am. Crap. I'm crazy. But Shizuru doesn't think I am! I mean Shiz- Natsuki ran into the door of her classroom. Unfortunately, she had hit it hard enough for it to be knocked down. Natsuki fell face-flat on the floor, not even noticing that she had scared the class half to death.

"Ah. Sorry." She stood up, heart still beating fast from the touch of Shizuru's luscious lips....Natsuki let out a sigh. She's crazy for Shizuru. The moment Natsuki realized that, her face completely turned red in front of the class. "Natsuki, it's already almost the end of class, and you still decide to show up. Either you have a good excuse, or you're doing detention." Natsuki snapped out of her daydream of Shizuru. She looked around the room, and found Mai looking at her with a concerned expression. Natsuki gave her the You-Guys-Fucking-Left-Me-Tied-Up-BUT-I-Forgive-You-Because-It-Led-To-The-Best-Thing-Ever-Aside-From-Finding-Out- About-Hormones-And-I-Will-Tell-You-Later look. But first she needed an excuse, and fast. She only thought about telling the truth, hoping that it might work. "It's a long story. But heres the point. A certain group of PEOPLE left me tied up, but a certain PERSON found me, and we had a....'conversation'..." Natsuki put up her best Believe-or-Die puppy look she had. Suddenly, Mai got the idea. "Ah, so Natsuki was with Shizuru-san the who- oh crap! Sorry Natsuki!" Mai blurted out. Natsuki's face turned completely red, and the class burst into chatter. She threw an evil glance at Mai for being stupid. But still, her anger went away, ah...Shizuru's lips....wait. what the hell! damn it! I'm only making it worse. "But ah, sensei, I'm not feeling good, so I'm going to, um go to the nurse's office. The teacher sighed and nodded, and Natsuki left.

Meanwhile, Shizuru entered the private office. Directer Mashiro, a genius young girl, and also an ex-HiME looked at her. "Ah, Shizuru-san. Long time no see." Shizuru smiled at her, and said, "Good Afternoon Director," and turned to Fumi, "Good afternoon Fumi-san." She took a seat in front of the Principal and Director, trying her best to remember why she was here for. "You wanted to talk to us?" said the Principal.

"Yes, It is regarding Kuga Natsuki." said Shizuru. "I believe she is a straight A+ student so far, but i wish to reconsider her to not take the Spring extra classes."

"That will be hard, since we had it all planned out. That break will finish the last of her remaining absences of last year." Shizuru tried not to smile and remember the time she and Natsuki had back then, but it brought her to the painful memories. She gritted her teeth, trying to hold back the emotional wave of fear, and sadness. Shizuru held the mourning in, and decided to go back on topic. She still wanted Natsuki to have a break, even if it meant going through the heart-wrenching feeling right now. "But her grades should make up for it, I mean, Natsuki has been working very hard up until now. Anyways, you haven't even told her she'd be the only one with out a spring break." The Principal and Director exchanged glances, and Director Mashiro told Shizuru her answer. "Okay, you won us. We will consider your idea." Shizuru's eyes lit up.

Natsuki managed to stumble her way to the Nurse's Office. By the time she reached the door, classes ended. She pulled the door open and saw Youko (is that her name?) sitting there. "Ah! Kuga-san, Do you need anything?" The short haired women looked at Natsuki looked back. Without even thinking, without remembering that she was talking to some one, she automatically blurted out, "Shizuru." Youko looked confused at her, then got the idea. Natsuki suddenly became aware of her surroundings, and madly blushed. "A-ah, I mean....ah crap...ANYWAYS, I feel sick-" Youko spoke up, "Love Sick?"

Natsuki didn't answer for a minute, and she knew there wasn't really anything to lose. "Partially...but, i'm going to...lie down..." Youko was surprised that she didn't even bother to argue. She nodded and pointed to an empty bed at one side of the room.

Natsuki pulled the curtain over and entered the covered space. She pulled the curtain back, and sat on the bed. She laid her head on the pillow and put the rest of her body on the bed. "Shizuru...I can't stop thinking about you..." Natsuki whispered. She stared up at the ceiling, thinking of skipping her last class. "I have to at least calm down..." she mumbled. Suddenly the curtain opened and Tokiha Mai appeared. "Natsuki, details, now, or I will really make Nao and Midori steal the mayonaisse!" Suddenly, Youka fell out of her chair. "Crap! I forgot I need to talk to Midori!" she whimpered and ran out the door. Natsuki stuck her head out of the curtains with a crappy expression. "Oh Kay....That was weird..." said Natsuki.

Mai shook her head to remember what she was here for and grabbed Natsuki by the shoulders. "Details! Now! To the girl who took care of you until Shizuru came back!" Natsuki looked down, knowing that if she told Mai nothing bad would happen, since the girl was in the middle of sexual frustration. "Well...fine..."

Youko quickly ran to Midori. "Okay, i have the voice chip on! Turn on the radio!" Youko said while running into the classroom, lucky that Midori was on her free period. Midori jumped up with joy. "Good, I'll pay you back next week!" she said while opening the drawers looking for the hidden radio that was a wireless connection to the microchip. Youko sighed, remembering that she only did this so Midori would pay the money she owed her. "Fine, but you have to pay double!" Midori didn't really listen to her, and just said, "Yeah, yeah, now shh!" The radio picked up the microchip's frequency wave and connected. At first it was statically, but then Natsuki's voice became clear.

"It was really weird! All of you damn people just left me tied up to the chair!" Midori smiled, wondering how Natsuki got out anyways, since she wanted to deal with her after school and get more information. Youko looked at Midori, wondering of what happened, and how Kuga got tied up. Soon, Mai's voice came through and they listened. "So, how did you get out then?" "Well...after...you left...umm..." Mai's hopeful voice came up again. "And then...?" "Well, S-Shizuru...came in..." Midori and Youko heard a grim laugh, knowing that Mai was thinking 'naught' things. "Oh...so....did you guys do it...?" They heard Natsuki automatically yelped, and hit Mai. "B-Baka! She just came in, and didn't let the V.P. see me, and closed the door. Then she untied me!" Mai let out a 'fufufu'. "So, what happened that made you ram a door down....?" Another straight pitch. Midori put her hand to her head and looked down, wondering how Mai could be so straightforward, and why Natsuki only answered to Mai more than her teacher. "N-nothing..r-rea...lly..." Midori guessed that from the sound of Natsuki's voice that she was blushing like hell. "Really...? Are you willing to bet your supply of mayo with that answer." Natsuki whimpered and finally gave in. "Damn you Mai! Uh...well...I kissed her on the cheek as a thank you, and well...one thing led to another..." "So you two did it?" "NO!! You baka! It's just, when she backed up she fell, and I tried to save her, but...I fell on top of her...and..." Midori looked up, energetically soaking in the information for gossip like a sponge. "...and?" said Mai.

Natsuki was red from each of her ears. Her heart beated faster as she slowly confessed the not-so-long-ago memory. "...We Kissed!!!" she blurted out. Mai looked shock, and then smiled. "Isn't that a good thing though...? So did you confess, I mean, it's obvious that you're in love with her...." Natsuki looked at Mai, glad that she wasn't making fun or teasing her. Her heart rate slowed down after getting that off her chest. "I almost did...but the damn V.P. came back!" Natsuki shook and looked like an angry puppy. Mai tried to resist her kawaii-ness. No wonder why Shizuru loves her too. She is the most Kawaii-est things on Earth! Mai thought. Natsuki raised her fist and planned out, "I will confess to Shizuru during the camping trip next week!" Mai smiled and laughed.

TBC.

Omg. I Hate School

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 01:02:33 GMT

I almost got suspended?!?

Or thats what my teacher just said. And All I ever do was fling a pen at people! Oh well, she's crazy anyways. So far, working on Chapter Four for Final Judgement, I might upload a few drawings, and I will soon get on with Spring Vacation. I need *IDEAS* of whats going to happen to Shiznat! anyways, i''m going to report my day at school. First period was boring. But i fell onto the floor. Second Period, I almost got suspended for talking. Psh, teachers... Third Period I ran a mile. Fourth Period i presented a boring project. Lunch, i hung out with buds, fell, and went to fifthe period. Wrote an assessment there, and then thought of ideas for ShizNat. Also, me and my friends there are going to play the biggest fool on April Fools Day! The guys will act either gay or bi, and the girls will act lezbo or bi, but it's really a test to see who is stupid enough to acutally do it. plus i really want to see if there are any bi's in the school. Lol, no offense to people though. ~~I...get turned on by bi people. <--~~ that was a secret!!!! lol. i feel drunk. mebbe to much soda? wait. SODA!?!? time for homework

Final Judgement Chapter 3

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 00:54:48 GMT

Yea, finished Part 3 of My First FanFic for Shizuru. omg! but here is Final Judgement Chapter 3, for my keeping and anyone else who wants to read.

Chapter 3

She let at a long scream that hid a message of pain. Many rushed to see what was going on, others looked and laughed. Either way, no one seemed to actually care. More and more anger and hatred filled Shauna, as she started to realize that this was what the world really was. Not full of smiles that people fake and put up, but full of hatred and tears. After realizing that thought, the pain went away, leaving Shauna teary eyed on the floor. Her eyes reverted back to green, and saw Joshua’s worried face in front of her. She blushed, and was ashamed to the thought of what she just did. Again and again, she let her silly hormones get to her! Shauna’s eyes went into shock, denying what she just said. She deeply loved Joshua, but now she was confused. She also loved Sherry, her friends, and her family as much as she did with Joshua. Shame overwhelmed her, as she started to cry and she hugged her self. Even though she just felt probably 1% of the worlds true desire, she still only thought of herself. She got up, and looked at Joshua and Sherry, and wanted to say the two words she needed and had to say. “Let’s Go.”

It was dark, about 2:47 A.M. and Shauna’s bags were packed up. She wore sweats and folded them up to her knees. She put on a pull-over jacket and zipped it up. She also sought for a pair of glasses. She didn’t want the world to see those eyes. Those eyes full of hatred; she didn’t want anyone else to experience them. Setting those matters aside, she quickly heard rocks tapping her window. She opened to see Joshua and Sherry outside waiting for her. Shauna picked up her backpack with as much as spare clothes, 500$ worth of allowance, first-aid kits, and personal items. She threw her backpack to Sherry, and climbed out of her window. Her feet slowly touched the ground, as the thought Shauna forgot occurred to her. Her shoes her still inside, so she pushed herself back in to retrieve them. She mouthed “hold on” to them as she snuck back inside. She picked up her sneakers, and put them on. On hery way back to her room, she stared out to her parent’s bedroom door. Tears rolled down her face as she said one of the most hardest things a parent can hear from their child. “Goodbye…”

They ran, in the darkness, only to be illuminated by the street lamps they pass by. They reached Joshua’s house, who had 2 dirt bikes waiting for them. Sherry climbed on one, while Joshua and Shauna climb on another. Behind Joshua’s house was the mountains, and so they venture in there.

Shauna was still wearing the sun glasses that covered her eyes. She took them off to check if her eyes were okay. She stared at her reflection, and her eyes were a bright green. She let out a sigh of relief, and turned to Joshua. Mist surrounded the three, as they decided to take a break. Light shined through the trees, but yet it was not enough to clear the mist. Shauna wandered around, getting this feeling that reminded her of a magical place in a show or movie. Suddenly, and noise roared from behind her. She turned around to see Joshua holding his stomach, and he could only say, “Um…I’m hungry…” Luckily, Shauna packed 3 lunches before she left, which each contained a full sandwich, a bottle or water, fruits, and a little snack. She also added that they were in luck since the lunches didn’t get smashed. “So, when do you suppose they will be after us?” Sherry broke the ice. “About now I guess….you guys…thanks…your doing this for me…” Shauna sobbed. Joshua hugged her and said, “That’s cause we both love you” “But, I love you more than Joshua loves you!” Sherry grinned and pushed Joshua away. Shauna cracked up, and the three continued to eat the lunch. “What does being an angel mean…?” Shauna asked out of nowhere. Sherry and Joshua exchanged confused glances, and shrugged. “It doesn’t mean, it shouldn’t mean, anything…just because you’re an angel doesn’t change that fact that you are OUR best friend, well my best friend, and his girl friend. Shauna is Shauna, Joshua is Joshua, and I am…I…?” she said with a joking voice. “Sherry is Sherry,” said Shauna while smiling. Sherry smiled, and a tear rolled down her cheek. “Huh? Why am I crying….?” she said. She tried wiping the tears, but they continued to fall. She started to sob, and sob. Sherry hugged her and told her everything would be alright. Joshua looked worried and patted her head. “It’s okay Sherry, so stop crying now, kay?” he said to her. She nodded and tried to her best to stop crying. Shauna felt as if she was watching a sad puppy, yet, she had the power not to do anything. More than anything, she wanted Sherry and Joshua to be happy, and what she saw now didn’t seem to be happy. Yet, the sight to see the two assuring the other and warm smiles moved her. It may have not been exact happiness, but it was love. Suddenly, Shauna felt light. White wings appeared behind her, and Sherry and Joshua look at her in amazment. Suddenly, Shauna called out to the nature, and as if they were having a conversation, Shauna asked if she could surprise Sherry.

All of the shrouded mist disappeared, and a beautiful sky was to be seen above. The sight was simply beautiful, but if it was seen by others, they’d shrug and go on with there life. To not recognize such beauty that is rare and takes so much time, but instead to let it die being unnoticed.

Shauna felt as if this scene could connect to the people, she didn’t know why, but she felt it. Suddenly, the magic wore off, and the mist reappeared. Shauna’s wings dissolved, and she fell into Joshua’s arms. “Gotcha!” he said with a smug smile. He put her down as Sherry stood up.

The three started to pack up, and the sky started to orange. Joshua went to check the bikes, making sure that Sherry and Shauna could get a rest.

The two lay next to each other, staring up at the beautiful sky. “You know, Shauna…We’ve been best friends since pre-school. Me, you, and Joshua, and we still are. Well, aside from the fact that the two of you are going out…we’re still together. So Shauna make a promise with me…” Sherry said to Shauna. Shauna turned her head to face Sherry’s blue eyes, and in her eyes were the reflection of Shauna’s emerald eyes. “Sure Sherry!” Shauna said with a smile. Sherry’s face lit up and said, “Promise me, that no matter WHAT happens, we’re going to stick together. No one is going to be the hero, and no one will be the heroine. If there’s a fight, it’s all three of us! Okay?” she said with a serious tone. In fact, her voice was so serious, that is really scared Shauna. The thoughts of losing Joshua and Sherry were unbearable. Shauna sat up, turned to her, and said, “I promise!” Sherry also sat up and laughed as they started to talk normally.

Joshua came over and told them they should start moving. The three got onto the two dirt bikes, and started them. Shauna held onto Joshua and he revved the engine. He looked back at her with a determined look and grin. Suddenly, staring into his smile, Shauna remembered something.

“Shauna, Sherry! Lookey, I got a puppy!” the 5-year-old boy yelled out. He appeared in front of the two girls in the park sitting on the swings with bright blue-ish green eyes. Shauna ran to Joshua and started to pet the puppy. “WOW!!! He’s so cute!” Sherry exclaimed and ran toward it. Joshua looks proud of his puppy and bragged, “Yeah I know, and it’s not just mine! I’m sharing him with both of you!” Shauna and Sherry’s face lit up and they nodded to each other. Joshua looked confused at them, then startled when they jumped up and hugged him. “Thank you Joshua!” the two said. Joshua blushed and went to the dog. “But, I just don’t know what to name him…” he said sadly. Shauna went into a thinking position with her emerald eyes looking up. “Hmm…” she said while observing the little puppy. It had grayish fur, and cuddly ears, and its tongue stuck out, waiting for a treat. Shauna then came up with a name and blurted out, “How ‘bout Zero?!?” Joshua made a weird face, but then agreed, and added, “Yeah, cause when we ran here, he ran faster than zero!” Of course, the little boy didn’t know that he used the word wrong, or said the whole sentence wrong, but the three decided to make it that name. Sherry finally said, “He’ll be our pet forever!” and the three played with the puppy from that day on.

The realization of the good memory the three had brought a smile Shauna’s face. But she herself didn’t realize that she had been sleeping until she looked up and saw a bright moon. She checked her watch and saw that it was 11:59. She smiled, until the last seconds ticked. The clock stroke 12, and Cinderalla’s time was up.

Spring Vacation 3

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 00:14:53 GMT

Okay, I am going to watch my spelling and capitalization from now on! Sorry if some scenes were...rushed. But, I am awake now, and here shall Chapter 3 go!

The Fuuka High School Student Council room was filled with mostly the people that was involved with the HiME Star. (Most Importants, and HiME's except the Nun, and Shizuru. Akira comes later.)

"Um, Midori-sensei..." Yukino said. Midori turned to face Yukino and Haruka. "What?" "Aren't you going a little too far...I mean, what if you mess up their relationship?" Haruka gasped. "What! This might mess up Shizuru's life too?!? LET'S PROCEED THEN!!!" "Haruka-chan!" Haruka turned to Nao. "Listen Nao, I know that you don't like me, and I obviously don't like you either, but shall we work together to see Shizuru's downfall?" Nao looked up. "Haruka! Midori! Nao! This isn't right, I mean, you shouldn't mess with one's love life!" Yukino yelled and Haruka grabbed her wrist and started to try and 'pre-made' her . "Definetly, what you are doing is so wrong!" Mai yelled and stood up.

"Mai, are you siding with Natsuki...?" said Midori. Natsuki looked at Mai with grateful eyes. "...or are you just trying to put her in the same group as you?" Mai looked confused. "Group?" "You know, the group that has, let's say...a sad sex life?" Mai turned and faced Natsuki, who's eyes glared at her. "Damn you Mai!"

"Mai! What's a sex life? Does it taste good?" Mikoto looked at Mai as if Mai was going to prepare a delicious sex life. Nao grinned and told Mikoto, "Hey Mikoto! What's better than a sex life, is........" Nao told the rest in Mikoto's ear. Mai was looking sad at Tate, who was being held captive by Shiho, who was glaring at Mai. "Mai what are you talking about! Of course, you'd have a low sex life with Onii-chan! You already have the animal (Mikoto) and Reito-san!" Tate looked at Mai. Mai stared at Reito, thinking that Shiho was half right. "Well, if you insist," and Reito went over and put his arm around Mai. "R-Reito!" Mai said and blushed. Mikoto looked up and parted from Nao. "Ani-ue! Get away from my Mai [lol]! Your not eating her pussy tonight, I am! Nao says Mai makes the best!" Mikoto yelled.

Mai turned red and grabbed Nao. "You...BITCH!" and ran out the door. Mikoto and Reito chased after her. "What, the fuck, is going on?" interrupted Kazuya. He and Akane entered makey-outy mode during the conversation. "Ahahaha~ You two are the only real straight couple here. Now LEAVE!" Kazuya got up, terrified and left with Akane. Natsuki stared at the scene, hoping that everyone would leave already. So she kept quiet and watched the scene. "Come on Onii-chan!" Shiho got up and dragged Tate. "Hey, Why did Onee-san leave"

A boys head popped into the door. "Ah! Takumi!" A second voice came from behind. "Akira! You're late! You missed the meeting.

Akira entered through the open doorway to see Natsuki tied up. She pointed at Natsuki, and said, "This the only reason why i didn't come! I told Takumi we shouldn't come, because something crazy or peverted happens every single time!" and dragged Takumi away. "Ah! Haruka-chan, if you don't leave now, you'll be late!" Yukino pitched in. Haruka checked the time and screamed. She forgot that she was holding Yukino's wrist and ran out the door. Natsuki stared at the rest in the room, which was Midori, Nao, and herself. The bell rung, and Nao looked up. "Oh crap, lunch is over! I have a date to go to!" She ran out the room. Midori stood up and walked out, following Nao. The room was silent. "Oh fuck. Hey! GET ME OUT!!!!" She tried to rip the rope by wiggling around, but nothing worked.

"Damnit!!! Why is this happening!" She thought her plan to get everyone leave was successful, but she had completely forgot about how she would get out.

"Ah! I think I shall visit the old Student Council room. I haven't seen it in a while."

The familiar voice shocked Natsuki. "Shi...zuru?" she whispered.

"Okay Fujino-san, I will come and give you a notice when the Director comes."

The door slid open, and the brown haired girl stared at the trapped helpless green eyed girl. Shizuru stood there, staring intensely at the girl who was Natsuki, wanting to make sure that it was real. The way she was positioned, her legs were open revealing a small portion of her panties, and the rope holding back her body but letting her breast pop out, the sight had truly.....turned Shizuru on.

"Shizuru...." Natsuki stared at her. If she was here earlier, she would have heard the whole meeting.

"Fujino-san, is there something wrong?" The vice-principal approached Shizuru, who quickly thought and turned around. "No, it's just it feels so nostalgic. Um, can I be by myself for now? The memories are so, overwhelming. It's like I can see...some 'people' in here." The man shrugged at Shizuru. "Okay then then, I will be back in thirty minutes then." Shizuru nodded and closed the door. She turned around to face the helpless Natsuki. "Natsuki, you look...so....KAWAII!" Natsuki's expression and mood changed into her normal one. "Baka! Help me get out! The Stupid Flipping Slut did this to me!"

"Ara~ But, this sight, I must be truthful, it...turns me...on!" Natsuki blushed. "S-Shizuru!"

After taking off the ropes and tape, Natsuki stood up and stretched. "Ah, thanks Shizuru! You really saved me." Shizuru automatically looked at Shizuru. Her heart beated, twice, no, one million times as fast, seeing that her chance was here to confess. She sat on the President's desk, and looked at Shizuru. For a moment, the two stared at each other, not caring about anything but the reflection in each other's eyes. She stared into the crimson eyes, to see her own eyes reflect.

"Well, I guess you deserve...a reward..." Shizuru looked at Natsuki. "Well then, since I'm your hero, I suppose a...kiss will make up for it..." Natsuki's face blushed, and Shizuru already guessed that she was going to reject her request. Instead, Natsuki stood up and leaned towards Shizuru, with her eyes barely closed.

Natsuki's face came closer and closer, approaching Shizuru's face. Shizuru froze, and saw it happen slowly. The raven-haired girl's lips came closer to hers, and as they were almost in contact, Natsuki tilted her head and kissed Shizuru's cheek. Shizuru stared at Natsuki who then softly replied, "Thank you..." and hugged Shizuru. They stayed together for a few long moments, both wanting to stay like this forever, or at least, until a time came. Suddenly, as the two started to part, Shizuru tripped on a piece of the corner of the carpet on the floor. As Shizuru fell back, Natsuki tried to grab her, which only caused her to fall with Shizuru. Their lips came into contact, and eyes wide in shock.

TBC. I Think I will need to get more...'ideas' for the next scene....

Final Judgement Chapter 2

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 09:10:56 GMT

okay im going to sleep after this. tomorow i'll post up chapter 3 and 4, then get back to my fanfic, finish it halfway, go to my homework, dinner, chores, more homework, cookie time, homework, then stay up late to do the fanfic =P how spectacular

Chapter 2

She was somewhere, she didn’t know though. “So you chose the same thing she did. Fine, be with it. But you must know that the more you do this, the more you will find the truth. And the truth consists of more pain, but not just within you, but the ones that you care most about. If you choose this path, you are willing to hurt many people, even the ones you love.” he said. His face, she couldn’t see, but she could somehow make a face. She knew him, and he was gentle. The most she could remember and say was, “Don’t worry…I’m fine with this….”

“Shauna! Shauna! Thank goodness…thank goodness…” said a worried voice. She tried to open her eyes, but they failed her. Trying to do everything to move, the most she could do was say, “My head hurts…..” Nervous laughter came around, and soon she was finally able to open her eyes. The colors hurt, and everything was blurry, but the most she could see was her family, the doctors, the bus driver, and Joshua and Sherry’s faces. Sherry was crying so Shauna asked, “Why are you crying? You crybaby!” Sherry laughed, but was still crying. She turned her head to see Joshua, also crying. She realized and remembered what had happened. She fell off the bus and fell on the freeway and got hit by cars. Why was she alive…but more importantly, how did she save everyone else? She put the matters back into her head and simply waited to make everyone stop worrying.

“So doctor…what exactly happened to me?” Shauna asked. She was in a wheelchair, since her bottom part of the body was still in a brief state of being paralyzed. The doctor asked Shauna’s family to leave the room, so he could speak privately to her. “ Well Shauna….you were hit by 3 cars, and from the fall…you…should have died. Since then…it’s been 6 weeks…” he told her. Shauna stared at him, and barely managed to say, “I was in a coma for 6 weeks!?!” “Yes…but Shauna, we took your blood test…and…ever since we did…here look…” he said while handing her newspapers. All the front titles either read Child Saves School Bus, Angels are Back, or anything similar. It also seemed that ever since the accident, it was peace…but it was clear. Shauna was an angel, and she had wings.

The next three days, during the months of peace, Shauna finally arrived at school in her wheelchair. She passed through the day quietly, and at lunch Joshua, Sherry, and all her friends ran to her. “Amazing, to think you are an angel!” exclaimed Sherry. But before Shauna could say anything, Joshua hugged her, and said “Don’t leave me again….if something like that ever happens again…promise me you won’t leave me…because I’ll protect you next time, I promise!” Shauna, stunned at first, and then filled with love, hugged him back and said, “Don’t worry I promise…” Then it struck her. Oh no…I’m an angel….the legend…I am an angel…they…will be coming soon. Shauna, told everyone to back up, and she slowly slid off the wheel chair. She stood up, and tried walking. She failed the first few attempts, since she was temporarily weak, but she got the hang of it and could walk soon. “Joshua, Sherry, I need to talk to you…” she said in a voice that they couldn’t tell what she was thinking about. They followed her to an empty corridor of the school. “We’re going have to run away…because…Sherry…you told me that from now on angels must be killed….not to repeat the past…so I’m leaving…” she told them. Joshua looked up and said “Then I am too, since I will protect you!” His face was full of determination to save Shauna next time. Sherry nodded and said “Shauna, as your best friend I would stop you, but I’m with Joshua. We’ll both definitely save you!” The three agreed and planned out. Suddenly, a voice familiar to Shauna rose from behind.

“So, have you decided yet?” said the voice. Shauna, Joshua, and Sherry turn to see a boy smirking at them. Joshua moved the two girls behind him, and glared at the boy. “Ooh, I’m so scared,” the boy said. “By the way, Shauna, is this your boyfriend?” Shauna blushed, at the wrong time, so ashamed that that little fact got to her so easily. She looked down and only said, “Who are you?” She looked up to see his face a little hurt, but regained its mood. “Fine, I’ll just let you remember.” He snapped, and time stopped. Colors mixed, as Joshua and Sherry slowly left Shauna’s vision until her and the boy remained. This time Shauna was prepared. She glared silently about the boy as he faced his crimson eyes into her emerald eyes. Slowly, she noticed that his eyes were telling something. She tried to look away, but the harder she tried the more she was drawn to his eyes. “What do you want with me!” she barely said through her gritted teeth. As if his eyes answered her, Shauna plunged into a sea of darkness.

She could not see anything, not even herself. Terror and panic filled Shauna, as she desperately flailed around to get anything, or at least see anything. But she was only grabbing onto thin air. Anger rose upon her, she put her hands at her ears, muffling them so shouldn’t hear the loud eerie noise next to her. She couldn’t quite grasp to what that noise was, but it certainly made her angry. She yelled in anger, hatred, and despair. She started to claw her self, making it so the pain would stop the anger. But the anger was too overwhelming, and she screamed. She hated it; she wanted to end what ever it was. She couldn’t stand it, and so she dropped her hands to her sides, tears fell out of her eyes as she fell through the darkness. She sobbed and shook, but nothing would stop the emotion that overcame her. Suddenly, the thought occurred to her. Why she hadn’t realized made her seem so…dumb. “So…this…is our world’s…true…feelings….”she said. Her tears stopped, and she could once again see the boy’s face. Tears strolled down her face, and her vision blurred up. “Sad isn’t it, that this is what people hate, but they still make more of it…”he said. Shauna wiped her tears and said, “What do you want me to do….Shaun..?” He grinned and cracked, “So you DO remember my name.” Shauna looked emotionless at the floor, hoping that he would take it as a yes. “What a relief, I’d be worried if you forgot about your dear little brother. The others would be sad also. But maybe father would….naw…” he shrugged and added a sigh. “But,” showing a serious face, “What you just saw… is what human truly want. It’s what they show every nonstop day.” Shauna looked up, startled about what he just said. But when she looked up, he was no longer there, but instead, Joshua was. She stood silently, wondering if it was a dream or not.

They went back to their friends, joining the casual conversation about their lives. Except Shauna, who sat there with a blank look. Sherry and Joshua exchanged worried looks, wondering of what was bugging her.

Shauna stared at the things in front of her. Anger rose within, as she kept reminding herself that they didn’t do anything. But she hated it while that sat there, gossiping about people, when those people are truly suffering pain! She wanted to tear them apart, she wanted to stop them. As soon as she realized what she was thinking, tears slowly fell upon her eyes. Everyone stopped to turn and look at her. Joshua stood up and hurried toward her side, but instead she pushed him away. He fell to the floor looking hurt, and yet, he also looked shocked. Shauna blinked a few times, to see a reflection of her in a puddle. Her eyes gleamed bright red, her emerald eyes had changed to red. She slowly fell to the floor, as pain exploded in her head and back. She withered with pain on the floor, grasping her head and clawing to try and make it stop. She slowly fainted, giving in to the darkness that had welded within her.

Final Judgement Chapter 1

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 09:07:59 GMT

I wrote this like, 3 months ago, but due to testing i got delayed to finishing this. i believe that this is a bit rushed, but considering my ideas for Shauna, i think it's better being rushed. i absolutly hate boring beginnings! CURSE THEM

Final Judgment

The responsibility was thrust onto humans, and for centuries, no one knew what it was. So God created a specific being, with a specific fate. Nothing could change the sad destiny for the one and the one it will be with. Through this, they humans will supposedly understand what their supposed to do.

Chapter I

“Another regular day at school, another boring one,” said Shauna. But Shauna was worried, because 3 weeks ago, the night she turned 12, something inside of her changed. She blacked out at night not knowing anything. She woke up with a fever, and her back was ripped. After a week of surgery and healing, she was normal again. The occurrence of the attack was said to be an illusion from nightmares, that she had ripped her back open herself. She sat their, surrounded by her friends at lunch, staring up at the sunny sky. A shadow appeared above her, and the figure blocked the sun. “Hi Shauna!” it said. Suddenly, knowing by the sound of the voice, the scent from the body, a wave of emotion wiped over Shauna. “J-Joshua!!!! Umm, eh, uh…W-what’re you doing here?!?” said Shauna, leaning up and almost falling over. Joshua, a normal 12-year-old who happened to be like Shauna, and happened to like Shauna, had caught Shauna’s heart.

Joshua slimly laughed and helped her gain balance. His touch made Shauna’s face red, and her heart beat twice as fast. Hahaha, I need to calm down, nothing has happened yet, Shauna nimbly thought. Her friends stared at them with grim looks, wanting to bug them, until one broke the ice. “Hey lovers, move out of the way,” said Sherry. Shauna’s best friend, Sherry, held a grin. With a brave nod, Shauna took his hand and stood up. “Ooh, the lovers are going to the love nest” yelled Sherry. With an awkward moment, Joshua led Shauna up on her face, while slowing passing between Joshua and Shauna. Joshua laughed and said “C’mon Shauna, I want to show you something.” He stood up and extended his arm for the stairs to the courtyard of the school. Shauna smiled back with a little show of anger and annoyance at her face, which told them, “mess with me and I’ll kill you!!!”

Quickly, the two ran on the other side of the school, the part that no one really went too.

“Wow! It’s…amazing!” muttered Shauna. “Yuperzz...and we are the only people who know about it!” bragged Joshua. The two stared, hand in hand, at the valley below. With out a doubt Shauna knew she couldn’t have been happier. She had the best boyfriend, the best friend, and she was 12 years old which got her trust, and more freedom. Shauna and Joshua smiled, and before they knew it, lunch was over.

Saying their sad goodbyes, Shauna and Joshua separated to go to their classes. As Shauna entered her class, she quickly saw the grinning face of her best friend. “Oh, Shauna!!! Tell me the details! What did the lovers do? Make-out, hold each other and gaze at each other…or did you two do…this and that!” Sherry slyly yelled out. Shauna twitched and grew red from embarrassment, noticing that everyone stared at her. “Ahahaha~ Sherry what are you talking about??? I was just talking to Joshua! Don’t make up those disgusting things!” lectured Shauna. “Okay, but from that, Shauna, you will be my new mommy!” Sherry said. Shauna and Sherry laughed, realizing no matter what fight they would get into, they’d still be best friends. Shauna took a seat next to Sherry, and waited for class to start.

In the middle of class, Shauna gazed out the window looking up at the sky. For some reason, she seemed tired, even though she slept well the night before. Suddenly, the room went into parallel colors, and time stopped. Shauna jumped up, in shock. She stared at the motionless Sherry, just staring at the board. “Sherry! Can’t you hear me? Help me! I don’t know what’s going on!” pleaded Shauna. “Of course you don’t. Shauna, you do know the legend right? The one about the 7 Angels?” said a voice, young but full of mystery and danger. Shauna turned around and saw a boy, younger than her, with gray hair and sad red eyes. But his smile, it was full of mischief and a sign of blood thirst. “W-Who are you?” muttered Shauna. His face turned into confusion and disappointment. “What you really don’t remember me? I guess you haven’t awakened yet. Therefore, I give you a warning. Don’t be kind anymore, don’t trust these humans.” he said with a serious expression. Within seconds, the room turned normal and Shauna turned around to face student’s blank expressions staring at her. “Shauna! Sit down!” Sherry whispered. “Huh?” Shauna retorted. “Do you need anything Shauna?” the teacher said to her. “Oh! Um no not at all! I was just…um…” she murmured with her head down. She sat back down, in deep confusion, looking down at her desk. What’s going on…First, it seems like I never sleep at all, my back always hurts, and then time stops, and there’s a boy who knows me…and I know him somehow… That question repeated over and over in her head. His face, it seemed so nostalgic, and the way he said that she didn’t remember him, it was so depressing. Feelings she couldn’t even understand herself surrounded in her stomach. Suddenly, a slip of paper went on her desk. Shauna looked up and saw Sherry’s worried face. The paper read “Are You Okay? You seem….weird…” Shauna wrote on the back which said, “I don’t know myself…something weird is happening…but anyways, do you know the legend of the 7 Angels?” Sherry picked it up and quickly read it. Within seconds, the paper was on Shauna’s desk. “I’ll tell you after school on the way to the bus, okay?” Shauna looked at Sherry and nodded, and waited patiently for school to end.

The last class passed by with a strange motion of time. She couldn’t remember at all. Instead, she was remembering things that didn’t happen. She saw the dark sky, the moon, dark clouds, the town below, it was as if she was flying. Before she knew it, the bell had rung. She got up and walked with Sherry out the door. “Why do you want to know?” Sherry asked her. “If I told you, you wouldn’t believe me, but anyways, just tell me first, since I don’t even know what’s going on!” Shauna replied. Okay, listen carefully though. “It was said, that a long time ago, the world was at the edge of disaster. So god sent down 7 Angels to help the world. Although there were 7 angels, only 6 were recognized. The last angel, who hasn’t been found, was known as the goddess. They tuned the world from destruction and helped the world get back into order. Soon enough, the world was a heavenly place. Although the job was done, the angels stayed because God thought we had earned it. But we hadn’t known it, so the new revolution began. First, the world took advantage of the 6 Angels, and then scientist captured and experimented on them. It was cruel, and they were doing it for money and power. Once the angels learned found out their true meaning of the ‘treatments’ they all escaped. Soon, the angels inverted, and became the 6 Demons and caused darkness and pain to overcome our world. At last, the last angel, the Goddess, woke up. Learning what had happened, she thought that her friends were wrong. She tried to stop them and save the earth, but the humans didn’t see that. Instead, they took her, and killed her. The family that took care of her, her friends all suffered from the deep pain. Although they had killed the Goddess, she never really woke up. So instead, when she woke up, she turned into the Death God and banished her demons. She returned the earth as it was, and left. No one really understood what had happened, but then from now on, all angels were to be killed, or under government property. So the Death God came back and said, ‘we will soon return, either you do the right thing, or the wrong’ the world immediately took that as a threat. But for about 3 hundred years, nothing has happened.” explained Sherry. “Oh yeah, I forgot, there is one part missing, from the records of back then, a page was ripped out and no one knew what it was.” she also added. Shauna nodded, and only said, “That’s sad…” She had a feeling though, and she was sure of it that they really were coming back. She knew it, because she had sawn one already. She was sure of it, because the boy she saw was her younger brother, and he was an angel.

Shauna and Sherry went up the stairs of the bus, and Shauna searched for Joshua. After quickly spotting him, she waved with a smile and hurried toward him and planted right next to him. “Hi Joshua, are you and your lover going on a date later?” Sherry said oh so innocently. “Hah, Sherry, you’re just jealous.” Joshua spit back as he put his arm around Shauna. Seeing it as their first time doing that, Shauna blushed and said, “U-um Joshua…” He looked at her and saw a redden face and quickly moved his hand back and still managed to say, “Oh…uh sorry Shauna…” His voice sounded a bit disappointed, so Shauna quickly said, “No! Not that, it was just…um…I was…nervous…” Sherry watching them in the seat in front of them burst into laughter. “You guys are sure cute together. I wish a prince would just swoop me up and love me like Joshua does to you Shauna! I envy you!” Sherry said in the most disoriented manner. Shauna grinned at her and said “Tough Luck.” Sherry stuck her tongue out at her and replied “Yes Mommy, or shall I say, grandmother!” Shauna, Joshua, and Sherry cracked up in laughter. The bus started to move, and Joshua brought up the idea that since Sherry was lonely they could go on a group date. Oh well, I might as well forget about that kid and have fun, everything is going fine, everything is going fi- The bus screeched and hit the wall of the bridge they were on. Time moved slowly, and Shauna saw through the window the cars they were about to crush. Suddenly, time stopped again. Shauna looked around to see the boy, yet she saw no one. “Shauna, it is your choice. You’ll both save them, and go with destiny, or you will deny your Fate” said a gentle yet strong and magnificent voice. She looked around again, expecting to see something, but only saw terrified faces. She suddenly felt sorry for everyone. They were going to die, but she can’t let them she ran up to the front, and as time slowly went back into place, everyone saw it. The bus materialized back onto the bridge, and only a hole in the door was there, no one was harmed, but the last thing they saw, was Shauna, with white angel wings, re-materialize the bus, and fly out the door. Joshua and Sherry looked at the window, seeing a puddle of blood on the highway floor. Joshua, eyes in shock, muttered, “S-Shauna….no way….” Sherry started to cry, and the two’s cries of pain was covered by the noise of an ambulance.

Spring Vacation 2

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 08:34:40 GMT

haha, i'm wasting my life. my last entry was like 4 hours ago, but i guess ididn't type enough. but more and more ideas kept coming into my head!!!! >_< NEways, heres Spring Vacation Part 2

"Camping trip?!?!?!" Natsuki's eye twitch, saying those two words about 98 times. Natsuki had dropped Shizuru off at Fuuka University, 2 Hours before her school started. During the ride she kept thinking of Shizuru's almost naked chest, and kept trying not to ram into other cars. She blushed the whole way, only thinking of her, and the one behind her. Before they left, Mai told them about the camping trip for spring break.

"Yeah! And we already got a free spot there in the forest, thanks to Reito-san! And after, on the way back, there's a WATER park and sight-seeing stuffs! I already asked for teacher's permission from Midori-chan!" Natsuki stared at Mai. "Mai, why would you want to even go to a dirty place?" Mai's mood changed into confusion. "Why, you don't like camping?" Natsuki blushed "No, it's just...that...well...there's....no...." Mai looked curious "No what? Showers? Bathrooms? KITCHENS? ROOMS? TV?" Natsuki glared at Mai and confessed. "Well yeah, but...theres...no.......mayo...."

Natsuki shuddered when the door slammed into her face. She had mayo daily since she was in middle school! Natsuki stared out at the window during class. Shizuru...what are you doing now? I'm so freaking bored....damnnn....why am i so stupid.....why did i...get held back! now i can't catch up to Shizuru....hmm...i wonder what bra she's wearing today....WAIT...damn. i'm OBSESSED with her!!! NATSUKI you fucking idiot! Why can't you just tell her you love her!!!! I mean, she's so sexy~ and you live together! IF SHE ACCEPTS EVERY FUCKING NIGHT YOU TWO CAN-

"NATSUKI KUGA!!!!!" Natsuki jumped up from her peverted thoughts. The teacher stared right at her, with the whole class.

"Answer My Question!!!!" Natsuki's eye twitched. "Ummmmm....let's see...." Natsuki tried to strike a cool pose before getting told out by a old man. She shrugged and complained "Well, you see, i don't know what the fuck you are trying to teach me, when you're fucking boring me to death!" The words came out of Natsuki's mouth before she knew it. "Umm...he...heehehe?" The class burst into laughter. The teacher stared at her with his mouth gaping open. "Once again, Natsuki, do you know anyone named Shizuru Fujino...." Natsuki stared at him with disbelief. Only that!?! Natsuki you baka! ARGH! This is what you get for thinking about...that...sexy...piece...of shi- No! I don't think of her....as a piece of shit....ARGH! "Ah...Sorry...yes, i know her..."

The teacher held out a phone and went to a corner.

"MushiMushi?" "Natsuki?" Natsuki knew the minute the voice came through, no the second, the voice came through that it was Shizuru. "Shizuru?!? W-What's up...?" Natsuki was totally freaking out, scared that Shizuru might hate her if she heard what she said to the teacher.

"Ara~ Did Natsuki forget? My, my, after what we did last night too..." Natsuki's face turned red. For the class, this was a legendary moment. For the Ice Princess, to ever, EVER blush at school, was unheard of!!! "W-wha..!?! Shizuru!" A glad laugh came through the phone. "Well, i just wanted to apolagize. i'm sorry about this morning Natsuki, i guess i was still dreaming, and i was afraid you'd leave me."
Natsuki blushed and yelled "I'd never, in my whole life, have the idea of leaving you Shizuru! Because I...Honestly...I L...Lo...-" Natsuki froze in her tracks. Not only was she telling Shizuru her true feelings but she was telling, the whole freaking class.

They stared at her, probaly shocked, and suprised, of the Ice Princess. "Kuga and Fujino-sama are together?!?!" someone yelled out. All the girls screamed in joy, and the guys checked out Natsuki, noticing that she got even more sexier than when they thought she was straight.

"NO!!!! umm...I LOVE MAYONAISSE, AND SHIZURU HAS A LOT OF THEM!!!" Natsuki tried to cover up. She wasn't ready yet, for Shizuru's answer is. But without thinking, Natsuki totally forgot Shizuru was still on the phone.

"Ara~ I thought i would hear something else, but instead, i find out i'm a tool. so i guess Natsuki must have used me last night, i mean, buttons don't...unbutton themselves..." Shizuru laughed. Natsuki blushed and put her head down. "Well anyways, talk to you later, my Natsuki." "okay, see ya...WAIT! 'YOUR' NATSUKI?!?!?" and Natsuki's response was a long beeeeeeeeeeep.

By lunch, Natsuki's phone conversation traveled all throughout school. Natsuki hid from tree to tree, avoiding the fangirls from Shizuru and her own, who then got together, and is hunting her for admiration. "CHYAAA~~~" The fangirls scream made Natsuki's spine shiver. She saw a shadow jump from behind, and grabbed her. "Natsuki-senpai...I...Honestly...Lov....Lo...Love....MAYONAISSE!!!" Natsuki turned her reddened face around and pulled Nao Yuuki off her back. "Nao, go to hell you sluty bitch!" Nao smiled, an evillll smile. "No, i don't want to. Plus, the stupid HiME club crap is having lunch together, so i offered to...'capture' you...."

"Capture?" Nao Nodded. She pulled out tape, and rope, and more tape. "oooh Natsuki-Senpai!!!!Chya~~" Natsuki's scream became muffeled, as the sluty rice obento slut pig acted as a fangirl.

"Natsuki Kuga, either you tell us your relationship with our ex-Kaichou, or we, thanks to Mai, will steal all your 'beloved' Mayonaisse." Natsuki's eys watered with terror, reflecting Midori with a grim look. She then turned to Mai, who had a nervous laugh, trying to give Natsuki the message that Midori had 'gently persuaded this innocent girl to accidently tell what Natsuki's weakness was'. She shivered of the terrible memories that involved Midori, Nao, and Mikoto in the evil plot. The plot of, 'Mikoto try some of Mai's delicious 'pussy' entree that involves placing ice cream in between her legs!'.

"My relation...ship...?" Natsuki tried to give them the woop-ass combination of silent whimpers and her puppy eye look. Midori stared hard, trying not to fall for the...most...kawaiiest...expression..."Oh to hell with it! YOUR SO KAWAII NATSUKI!!!" Midori jumped and hugged Natsuki, putting her head between her breasts. "Oi! Only Shizuru can do-" and stopped at the middle of the sentance. Midori grinned and said, "Plan B succesful" Suddenly, Mikoto, followed by the folllowing people that followed her entered the scene. Mai just happened to say every one of their names, distracting Midori and Nao. "Mikoto, Tata, Reito, Shiho, Akane, Kazu, Kaichou [umm whats her name, Haruka was her M.I.P in Mai Hime, sry forgot her name, since i only want to remember Natsuki and shizuru]. they all Stared at the raven haired emerald eyed beauty tied to a chair, and hands and feet taped together. "Oh. Sheeeeeeeit."

[Now what the reader would expect by now, is that Natsuki is free, but not in here. NO ONE is intrested in being 'innocent' anymore]

Natsuki was still tied up to the chair. This time, everyone involved was there, except Shizuru, who unfortuanetly had a meeting for the president only at the university. "This time Natsuki, you shall not ANSWER. You shall hear everything, and know what the main ideas for the plan will be. Details are discussed privately when you leave!" Natsuki nodded, wanting to object but couldn't since her whole sanctuary of beautiful mayo was on the line. "We will leave on Saturday, to the forest. Natsuki will sit next to Shizuru. We then have bathroom stops, where we go into pairs, Natsuki goes with Shizuru. Then we will camp out, Natsuki happens to lose her bag and sleeps with Shizuru. blah blah blah. We then will go on a hiking trip, details details details, then we will leave avter a week and four days. with three days left, we will spend it at the hotel reito is aqquainted with, near the grand water park. and guess what? Natsuki rooms with Shizuru! But what is this? A little Hint. I will 'accidently' forget to have TWO beds in your room!" Natsuki blushed, knowing the days of relaxation from school, will be turned into complete hell.

TBC...

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Extra:
"Ara~ I should call Natsuki, i don't want her to still be mad at me. If only she loved me back, then it would be okay...because...natsuki...will punish me then...ara ara~ arararararara~"

"umm. Kaichou, here's the phone..."

"Ara~ Gomen. But She's always on my mind" Shizuru pressed in the numbers.

"Fuuka High School. May I help you?"

"Yes, please connect me to Natsuki Kuga please?"

"Kuga? Kuga Natsuki"

Shizuru stared at her fellow student council member.

He stared back.

Shizuru put the phone to her ear,

"Well, you see, i don't know what the fuck you are trying to teach me, when you're fucking boring me to death!"

My My Natsuki, someone seems...cranky.

"MushiMushi?"

Her voice, so delicate... she nodded at the silly boy to leave.

"Natsuki?"

"S-Shizuru? W-Whats Up?"

Shizuru kept a silent laugh.

"Ara~ Did Natsuki forget? My, my, after what we did last night too..."

She heard a loud breath through the phone.

To think this is how i'll only be able to be close enough to hear her breathing...

"W-wha..!?! Shizuru!"

Shizuru was happy to hear her nervous voice. Shizuru was happy to even be able to talk to Natsuki at all....

"Well, i just wanted to apologize. i'm sorry about this morning Natsuki, i guess i was still dreaming, and i was afraid you'd leave me."

She might...she will grow out of these days...and she'll reject me again, but i will die this time....alone...

"I'd never, in my whole life, have the idea of leaving you Shizuru! Because I...Honestly...I L...Lo...-"

Shizuru dropped the phone. Never would she have suspected this. "I love you too Natsuki" she whispered. She brought the phone to her ears to hear " LOVE MAYONAISSE, AND SHIZURU HAS A LOT OF THEM!!!"

Shizuru would have hung up, but she couldn't, she would get through this misunderstanding.

"Ara~ I thought i would hear something else, but instead, i find out i'm a tool. so i guess Natsuki must have used me last night, i mean, buttons don't...unbutton themselves..."

She laughed, and thought only to win Natsuki's heart. Even if she could look at her, she'd stay as her best friend. but Shizuru would grab Natsuki's heart. Because without Natsuki looking at her, only at her with those emerald eyes, Shizuru would slowly die. "Well anyways, talk to you later, my Natsuki." She hung up before hearing Natsuki's bye.

"because...your love is only what i live, no, what i choose to live for."

TBCCCCCCC

ShizNat FanFiction 1

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 03:44:22 GMT

hmmm...so this isn't entirely an original idea, but i'm just going to post up the first chapter as of now! I think i'll call this "Spring Vacation"!!!

Natsuki Kuga opened up her drawer to decide what lingerie she'd wear for today. It was almost a whole year since the Hime Festival, and Natsuki finally changed her social life.

The raven-haired beauty stared at the massive collection of underwear and bras. "Hmm, what shall i wear today?" She kneeled down in her dry towel, trying to move back a little before water from her hair fell to the ground. She looked at the wall next to hers, and imagined what Shizuru wanted her to wear. Maybe she isn't wearing anything right now...WAIT! Am i Thinking!!!! But, she is...sexy...wait NO! CRAP! She's my roommate and my best friend!!! she slapped herself, ashamed of her thoughts and the fact that she just argued with herself.

After making the desicion of what to wear, she smacked the wall beside her. "OI! Shizuru, wake up! You'll be late!!!" A muffeled sound seeped through the wall as a response. Natsuki put on her clothes and went into Shizuru's room. Right before she opened the door completely, she heard sniffing. Shiz...uru? Natsuki peered through the door wondering what was going on. She saw a chestnut-haired beauty rubbing her crimson eyes. Tears fell down the angel's face, and Natsuki pushed the door open.

Shizuru Fujino stared at the person she loved dearest. The emerald eyed girl had barged into her room, worried at first, then turned into a tomato. Shizuru stared blankly at Natsuki, and tilted her head, not knowing what was going on.

"Shi-Shizuru!!!!" Natsuki screamed and fell to the floor. "What??" Shizuru replied. Natsuki finally realized that Shizuru was talking to her, and covered her eyes. "Button up your shirt!!!!" Shizuru looked down to see her shirt unbuttoned exposing her chest and panties. Shizuru stared blankly at it, and looked at Natsuki, and looked back down.

She continued her head movement, and finally broke the silence. "Ara~ Did Natsuki do something to me while i was sleeping last night???" grinned Shizuru. Natsuki looked up in embarresment. "HELL NO!!! Why would i ever want to touch you- i mean, i would, but not in THAT way!!!"

Shizuru let out a giggle and stood up. She got on all fours, and crawled towards Natsuki. She stared at the younger girl, frozen, but burning in her face.

Natsuki stared at Shizuru. She wanted to stay like this, and yet, she didn't want to do it. But she mostly just wanted to stare at Shizuru's ches- WTF!!! What am i thinking!!!! ARGH! If she would stop teasing me, maybe i could figure out my...true...feelings....for....her....What am i doing....I know i love her already.... Natsuki's head snapped up. She pushed Shizuru away, and left the room. She stopped at the doorway and turned back. Her face was still red, and she said, "Hurry up and get dressed, you might be late..." and left the room.

Shizuru stared at the empty doorway, thinking that she might've overdone it. Tears ran down her eyes again, and said, "I really am a Baka, huh Natsuki..." She silently sobbed and fell to the floor. She knew Natsuki isn't forgiving her, for...what she had done...

Natsuki heard Shizuru's silent sobs, and started to cry also...Sorry Shizuru....i can't just say 'I Love You' now...i mean...it's too late....i made you wait so long....and yet you bear with it! Why did you choose to live with me, even if it meant that you'd be closer to me, and thinking that i had no feelings toward you! Why do make yourself suffer so much!!! Why are we both...bakas...? Natsuki's shoulders shaked as tears fell down her eyes, murmuring to herself, "Shizuru...I...I...L...Lo...Lo-" the doorbell rang.

Both Shizuru and Natsuki looked up, and went on. Natsuki went to the door to find Mai, and Shizuru went to change. "Natsuki, Shizuru, since it's almost vacation, how about going on a 2 week spring vacation camping trip with us?" "Of course, we don't have enough tents, so you and Shizuru have to share one!"

TBC...OF COURSE

"Final Judgement" Summary

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 02:25:40 GMT

OK! here is the story i've been working on for a couple of weeks, and i'm just making it as it goes and stuffs. this is just the summary, since i'm only on chapter Four. The story is called Final Judgement, and here it goes(i guess):

"Humans are wreckless. So the Gods passed the responsibilty onto them. The fate of one who's actions could destroy the earth, and save it at the same time. If humans could influence the one who chooses their fate, all can be saved. The first time it happened, humans killed the ones spent below to test them. The main one, the princess, the goddess, gave them another chance. It was 300 years later, when she was born. She was born into a normal life, never realizing anything. Until she reached the age of maturity, 12. The moment the clock struck 12, a race was made to see what got to her first. Hate, or Love. Sucked into the darkness, Shauna learns more about her past life, the future, and her destiny. Not knowing what her family's true intentions are, she learns about the world's true desires. She was the Princess, the Goddess, the Angel. But, now the goverment wants her. For their silly experimentations. Shauna runs away with Joshua and Sherry, her two best friends, going down through the path of hatred. Soon enough, tragedy after tragedy shatters Shauna to kill her beloved ones, so how could she save the earth, when she herself agrees for it to be destroyed?"

haha, i bet no one will really read this. Thats the summary! I hope to put the first chapter up here soon enough!

oh my goTHH...

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 02:05:34 GMT

no i am not goth. it was a weird way to say oh my GOSH...well yeah. starting from here on, i shall put entries about my life, fanfics for ShizNat (YEA!!!) n maybe my Youtube stuff also! well yeah, i am currently working! i have a lot of free time in my hands, so i also can put my story i am currently working on now here!